YOOOLLLAAAA
Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, March 4, 2014
In the first time in aagggessss i have had an actually really good day
but not like because i've been out or because i've done anything special... just because it was a day
and it's so awesome
like today is pancake day and we made lots of yummy pancakes
progress on moving to cardiff is happening
i talked with cara from careers wales and she showed me loads of really cool and useful stuff on the careers wales site
and then after pancakes and shizzle i have spent the evening watching shitty korean drama's and it has been so fucking nice
i wont lie yola when i woke up thismorning i didnt want to get out of bed. I was tired and FULL of anxiety, like,you know how I get... but anyway I pushed through it and my god did today turn out well...
its so freaking weird
i havent had a good day like this in so long
and it's nearly midnight so it's not even like im saying it too soon, today has been legit really good
and since i was thinking of killing myself and cutting and was SO bad lastnight it's untrue, it's quite mad and very much needed.
I still think I need to go to the doctors, cause i am pretty bad atm and having those anti anxieties makes me feel safer in myself... but who knows, doctors are assholes.
but eh
GOOD DAY!!
fucking yaaaaaay!
so im going to go
but i felt like I needed too tell you
everything has been really awful of late yola
and this good day is exactly EXACTLY what i needed.
nighty night xxxxx
but not like because i've been out or because i've done anything special... just because it was a day
and it's so awesome
like today is pancake day and we made lots of yummy pancakes
progress on moving to cardiff is happening
i talked with cara from careers wales and she showed me loads of really cool and useful stuff on the careers wales site
and then after pancakes and shizzle i have spent the evening watching shitty korean drama's and it has been so fucking nice
i wont lie yola when i woke up thismorning i didnt want to get out of bed. I was tired and FULL of anxiety, like,you know how I get... but anyway I pushed through it and my god did today turn out well...
its so freaking weird
i havent had a good day like this in so long
and it's nearly midnight so it's not even like im saying it too soon, today has been legit really good
and since i was thinking of killing myself and cutting and was SO bad lastnight it's untrue, it's quite mad and very much needed.
I still think I need to go to the doctors, cause i am pretty bad atm and having those anti anxieties makes me feel safer in myself... but who knows, doctors are assholes.
but eh
GOOD DAY!!
fucking yaaaaaay!
so im going to go
but i felt like I needed too tell you
everything has been really awful of late yola
and this good day is exactly EXACTLY what i needed.
nighty night xxxxx
