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Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, December 27, 2012
you know what sucks about reading fluff and cute lovey things
Remembering when it was said to you
Not so much missing who said it But the feeling when it was
Cause god damn I miss it
And I know I have no hope of finding anything close to it again
Not that I deserve to after hurting daisy
God im such a fucking cunt
Fuck
God
know anyone who wouldn't be freaked out and run for their lives if they heard
Hi Im Sam my real name is bryony but it actually makes my skin crawl to say it and requires physical effort, Im pansexual (Or something I dont know) Probably bi-gender but going with androgynous for now... I love anime and manga, I read comics and play video games, I am obsessed with VERY particular tv shows and film series'... I for some reason adore Kpop and am in love with FT Island and their singer Hongki and Drummer Minwhan ... oh and I cosplay ... if I wasn't weird enough already..and I like to read...I have to wear glasses, im short, fugly and am constantly on the verge of an anxiety attack, Im scared shitless of drunk males (and females sometimes) and have scars all over my body.... OH and my mother died... so enjoy that little uncomfortable bundle that comes around with twice a year reminders...
Please, form an orderly queue to run the fuck away as fast as you can
Most of the backlog has cleared now so its a fairly clear shout
But still the more organized you are
the faster you can get the fuck away
I dont blame everyone for leaving
and I dont mind that I probably am going to stay this way
Not really
It just
Sometimes
When it hits the early morning
And im sitting alone again
And I see my friends with their friends
It hurts in my chest
And I dont know what to do about it
So I come here
Because no one reads here
but its kind of like talking to someone
In my life I've had three people tell me they love me
thats enough for me
I know at least two of them meant it
at least once
I feel lucky to have had that really
And everything that goes with it
So I wont feel sad about being alone
This is after all what I wished for
Goodnight yola
Im trying not to be sad
Im alone
But im well
And even though I dont think its achievable
I have my dream of where I want to be
I will be okay
I know who I am
And for now
Thats enough for me
Goodnight yola
Remembering when it was said to you
Not so much missing who said it But the feeling when it was
Cause god damn I miss it
And I know I have no hope of finding anything close to it again
Not that I deserve to after hurting daisy
God im such a fucking cunt
Fuck
God
know anyone who wouldn't be freaked out and run for their lives if they heard
Hi Im Sam my real name is bryony but it actually makes my skin crawl to say it and requires physical effort, Im pansexual (Or something I dont know) Probably bi-gender but going with androgynous for now... I love anime and manga, I read comics and play video games, I am obsessed with VERY particular tv shows and film series'... I for some reason adore Kpop and am in love with FT Island and their singer Hongki and Drummer Minwhan ... oh and I cosplay ... if I wasn't weird enough already..and I like to read...I have to wear glasses, im short, fugly and am constantly on the verge of an anxiety attack, Im scared shitless of drunk males (and females sometimes) and have scars all over my body.... OH and my mother died... so enjoy that little uncomfortable bundle that comes around with twice a year reminders...
Please, form an orderly queue to run the fuck away as fast as you can
Most of the backlog has cleared now so its a fairly clear shout
But still the more organized you are
the faster you can get the fuck away
I dont blame everyone for leaving
and I dont mind that I probably am going to stay this way
Not really
It just
Sometimes
When it hits the early morning
And im sitting alone again
And I see my friends with their friends
It hurts in my chest
And I dont know what to do about it
So I come here
Because no one reads here
but its kind of like talking to someone
In my life I've had three people tell me they love me
thats enough for me
I know at least two of them meant it
at least once
I feel lucky to have had that really
And everything that goes with it
So I wont feel sad about being alone
This is after all what I wished for
Goodnight yola
Im trying not to be sad
Im alone
But im well
And even though I dont think its achievable
I have my dream of where I want to be
I will be okay
I know who I am
And for now
Thats enough for me
Goodnight yola
