Welp today was fun :3 well actually the part with sian was pretty cool! Had a nice day wondering round with her. Thingss are back like they were before everything went wrong. Well everything kinda is back like that to be fair.... But yeah... S'been an interesting day... Been ignored by the so called boyfriend... Fessed up to him about my being a manic depressive see :3 I dont think he took it well :L But yeah so theres that....and I saw Nick again today.... Which was weird yola...Cause it wasn't as awkward as I imagined us seeing each other would be. (BAHAHAHA Just remembered I never apologized for slapping him... It wasnt a very good slap, but still I need to say sorry for that)..But yeah. Its mad, I see him for a bus journey while hes upset/ragy and m head goes... WORRRRYYY!!!!!!!!!  . Its a good thing. Being annoyed and bitchy or even to act casual takes way too much effort and the fact he still talked to me kinda ish like normal was good...and it felt really like how things were the first two nights we ever talked. The first night he was worried about me, and cause i was feeling shit I told him everything (well played me) and made him promise to tell me what was wrong the next day. It was strange. Like today was. And a little but awkward :3 I hope we can be friends without it being weird... I liked being his friend... I could make sure hes okay without all the drama :3
 Oh and i cut today.

Well sleep I guess...And then to wake up tomorrow and find out if my train tickets are of any use....
Nighty night yola... Good talk :3