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Tonight I am sad
Im sad because no one loves me
and im sad because I feel so alone
Im sad because I miss my mum
and that harry potter ended
Im sad because Twin and nova and Val are right now in england and that if I had one decent friend I could have met them this week even gotten a hug from val..
Im sad because Im missing Alcon
So I wont get to meet any of Parlé
Im sad
And Im sad because so much of last year feels like a fucking lie
My friends
Nick
School
Life
I was just a cesspit of misery and being a fucking dick
And yeah
I am actually getting better now
which is grate
But im still so fucking sad sometimes
Because well my biggest fear has come true
Im alone
and im about to be alone while in a sea of fucking new people
Im staying positive
Its going to be okay
Im going to take my propanalol (grate name huh?)
And Ima have my Diazapam for backup
And its going to be okay
But yeah
im just sad yola
and I could kill for a cwtch
"/
Ah well
things could be worse
night yola
xxx