...

I feel so loved
Happy birthday sioned
I guess why would you want to break a 5 year streak of not wanting me around?
Love you too hun
High school friends
Yeah I never thought I'd keep you
This
this right here is why I want to start cosplay
Meet decent people
who like what i like
And
Understand
Well that and it will be something to look forward to
And if I join cosplay cymru south I'll have a meet up every month (Ish kinda)
So YAY!
Sorry Im sad but I really need to stay positive and since I have no friends left (yup its actually official I have no one left)
I have to keep my eyes set on the bright side
New start
im going to lose weight
And I am going to start cosplay
And meet new people
and get my fucking anxiety under control
So yes
Bright side!
It is good
It is okay
 things are going to be alright
Yeah its going to be sad losing my old friends
but
they didnt ever really try to stay my friends
so
you know
It just doesnt seem like such a grate loss
I'll miss Jessie
But the more I think about it the more its just like
... We were only ever really friends cause we had no other choice
And once I had other choices I branched out and she hid

So yeah
Things are going to be alright
Im going to stay fucking positive!