hello lots of important and good things happened while away
im not here to whine about any of that
this is a note to future me
NEVER put on weight ever again
it makes boobs get big
which makes Bra's uncomfortable
which means you may actually have to leave it off
Which makes you realize all over again just how much you HATE having boobs and how fucking weird they feel
never ever getting this pudgy again
how the fuck did i cope being this size this time last year?
and how in hell did assholes think it was okay to not tell me im the size of a whale
Gah
Getting thin soon please
no more fat
ever
whale like
and big boobs
=
unhappy and self loathing me
because boobs
just saying
I dont care how fucking Androgynous I am
They creep me out
 is the only way I can put it
Though only mine which are on me because i dont like the feel of them (that is a terrible way of describing it) And I also dont think I looks right. Even with binding cause you can still tell they're there. Mother fucking double D's T_T
See
I really would make an AWFUL girl xD

fuck im still hyper
yet tired
so am rambling about boobs
this was only meant to be a VERY SHORT post oops
Im sorry
heh
boobs
Sorry
Gah night yola