...

*sigh*

I miss mm
And I still like him
And Kellie is awful for this because she thinks she knows, which she does, but you know THATSSONOTTHEPOINTHERESHUTUPKELLIE
And im 17 in like... less than two weeks
and..
I have no friends to do anything with...and I kind of dont want to ask Kellie... cause it'd be awkward in the
"Why dont you hang out with your other friends?" Kind of way
So yeah "/
I maaay drag her out but not tell her its my birthd- fuck facebook
It'll be two days late its fine

*sigh*

Im such an effing mess... well no im not
Im pretty together and im not depressed and im not in any stupid relaationships, or putting up with crappy friends
Im doing better thaan i have for years
Im just
scared
Scared my sewing isnt good enough, and that I wont be able to attain the level I need quick enough (Within two years)
And I'm scared I wont make new friends
And that i'll stay single
Because as much as eing single doesn't bother me really
I still miss it, you know being in a relationship. Aand all this crap with liking people is just making that worse

I really wish mum was here

Though

Cosplay plans

Ezio. I am going to fucking do it
Miku Hatsune. Yes. Im doing the stereo typical one
Maodka. Yes, or Miki...
Pippin, Because I can and hes my favorite Hobbit

So there

Yaay
Oh and MAYBE Jack Frost ...
Or something...
Who knows....

^_^ byeeee
xxxx
Fuuu
xxxx