Dear brain quit telling me its a good idea to watch old films or chick flick type films or to read John Green. Cause its not. And no matter how many times I read AAOK or paper towns its not going to change the way things are. Its just going to make me sad.
God I dont even have anything to be sad about these days
what the fuck is wrong is me?
But yet still here I am, feeling sorry for myself
And I don't have a reason anymore
My life is sorting itself out
just shut the fuck up me
so things this year havent ended how we'd hoped. But we're going to college and he business is sorting out. I may be stuck here but there are worse things I guess. So shut the fuck up. Yeah we're alone. But grow up. God damn. Im a whiny ass ho!
So sht the fuck up and grow up. everything is fine and you have nothing to be sad about.  SO SHHHHH and fuck off m'kays me?
Good
Right
now thats sorted I should probably maybe try to sleep or something :3
Nighy night yola. Sorry sorry for being so whiny all the time. Its going to get better though... I'll start slapping myself for every whiny thought or something... well... Maybe not... but i'll think of something :3
Night