Sylvia and Bryan,
           First off I'm sorry. So many times this year while in cardigan I've meant to come see you both. You were in y thoughts daily. For people I've met maybe 5 or 6 times, you were so freaking kind and welcoming that you felt like family. You made mum happy and let her work for you when others didnt understand that thats all she wanted. To pretend to be normal. While fighting both of your own battles you helped us fight ours and were always so kind. I'm sorry I was too scared to say hello before it was to late.
Sylvia,
           I hope you're okay. I mean of course you're not. But its weird... for people I never really knew that well. I'm a lot more sad than I thought I'd be. And kind of wish there could have been something I could have done. He had been ill for a long time, yet it still shocked me. And i trying not to be sad, because it feels like I dont have the right to be sad. But I guess its just making it or the more real that this is all happening.
So i'll go on thursday because you were kind. And because it seems like the right thing to do. And to see how you are coping.
So yeah "/
Merry christmas :)