REALLY FUCKING GREAT AND AWSEOME THINGS
Posted by bronwen wild on Friday, May 16, 2014
okay okay okay
so
... FLAT... MOVING... WITHIN THE NEXT MONTH
CAN I GET A MOTHER FUCKING HELL YEAH?
I AM SO EXCITED
OUR PLACE IS SO NICE
like it sucks that one of the rooms is kind of small
and i kind of would take that room
but the second bedroom is an attic room... and my brother doesnt fit...
BUT
ITS ALL MODERN
AND THE BATHROOM IS NICE
AND ITS IN A GOOD AREA
and its by a church which is kinda cool and we have ths pretty coool view out over the church and like its little yard/ trees area which is pretty
AND ITS SO CLOSE TO THE CITY CENTER
yeah... the rent is pretty high... its going to cost us like £1579 to move in... but thats like 1 month rent, deposit and agency fees ... so idk.. and i dont begrudge it in the slightest
IM FUCKING GETTING OUT OF HERE
IM FUCKING GETTING OUT OF HERE
IM FUCKING GETTING OUT OF HERE
IM FUCKING GETTING OUT OF HERE
IM FUCKING GETTING OUT OF HERE
THAT IS LITERALLY ALL I HAVE WANTED FOR LIKE 4 YEARS
I AM SO REDICULOUDLY EXCITED
LIKE
EVERYONE IS TRYING TO BRING ME DOWN
LIKE TRYING TO FIND THINGS TO RUIN HOW EXCELLENT THIS IS
AND I COULD NOT CARE LESS
the only things that are making me slightly sad
are that exo (kpop band) has gone crazy and thats really sad because i dont want any of them to be hurting or be sad (apart from SM, SM can go to hell)
and also my girlfriend... hasn't given a single fuck about anything thats been going on my life for months... and its getting tiring....
I understand she is stressed as fuck about her exams
but she hasn't even asked how i am or how my day was, let alone shown interest in me moving, which just so happens to be the best thing that's happened to me in a long time.
but I kind of suck at this... so maybe i'm expecting too much? or i dont know... just maybe im wrong.
im kind of a shit person so it's probably me whos wrong
i dont even know anymore... I feel like im right... i feel like She should not be acting like that... but I also know that i'm probably just being selfish and demanding and unfair and whiny and am the one in the wrong. And im trying to fix that.
sorry
this is a happy post
it is
i am fucking ecstatic
i just kind of wish i could be ecstatic with my girlfriend
anyhow
im moving
and maybe this poor blog will finally see me get better
thats why I made it all those years ago after all
nighty night yola
thanks for always listening to me
so
... FLAT... MOVING... WITHIN THE NEXT MONTH
CAN I GET A MOTHER FUCKING HELL YEAH?
I AM SO EXCITED
OUR PLACE IS SO NICE
like it sucks that one of the rooms is kind of small
and i kind of would take that room
but the second bedroom is an attic room... and my brother doesnt fit...
BUT
ITS ALL MODERN
AND THE BATHROOM IS NICE
AND ITS IN A GOOD AREA
and its by a church which is kinda cool and we have ths pretty coool view out over the church and like its little yard/ trees area which is pretty
AND ITS SO CLOSE TO THE CITY CENTER
yeah... the rent is pretty high... its going to cost us like £1579 to move in... but thats like 1 month rent, deposit and agency fees ... so idk.. and i dont begrudge it in the slightest
IM FUCKING GETTING OUT OF HERE
IM FUCKING GETTING OUT OF HERE
IM FUCKING GETTING OUT OF HERE
IM FUCKING GETTING OUT OF HERE
IM FUCKING GETTING OUT OF HERE
THAT IS LITERALLY ALL I HAVE WANTED FOR LIKE 4 YEARS
I AM SO REDICULOUDLY EXCITED
LIKE
EVERYONE IS TRYING TO BRING ME DOWN
LIKE TRYING TO FIND THINGS TO RUIN HOW EXCELLENT THIS IS
AND I COULD NOT CARE LESS
the only things that are making me slightly sad
are that exo (kpop band) has gone crazy and thats really sad because i dont want any of them to be hurting or be sad (apart from SM, SM can go to hell)
and also my girlfriend... hasn't given a single fuck about anything thats been going on my life for months... and its getting tiring....
I understand she is stressed as fuck about her exams
but she hasn't even asked how i am or how my day was, let alone shown interest in me moving, which just so happens to be the best thing that's happened to me in a long time.
but I kind of suck at this... so maybe i'm expecting too much? or i dont know... just maybe im wrong.
im kind of a shit person so it's probably me whos wrong
i dont even know anymore... I feel like im right... i feel like She should not be acting like that... but I also know that i'm probably just being selfish and demanding and unfair and whiny and am the one in the wrong. And im trying to fix that.
sorry
this is a happy post
it is
i am fucking ecstatic
i just kind of wish i could be ecstatic with my girlfriend
anyhow
im moving
and maybe this poor blog will finally see me get better
thats why I made it all those years ago after all
nighty night yola
thanks for always listening to me
