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Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, January 3, 2013
My back hurts my neck hurts and my stomach hurts so much I cried earlier.
I am not happy T_T
But.. I will say that dancing at 4 am to Kpop in fucking bright moonlight is so. much. fun!
And I wish my neck didn''t hurt so much and I could go outside again tonight, since it would do my back good to go for a walk again :3
But no :( I can hardly move... Hah speaking of pain headache just kicked in.
I wish i could do a textile course already, instead of IT... I mean its an okay course... but i have NO interest in any of it... What.so.ever. And I just find the work pointless. Not even boring.. cause it is quite interesting... I just dont give a fuck about I.T.
I want to be the person behind the stage making other people look good... I dont want to make presentations, or be a receptionist.. these skills are great... But.. I can't quite bring myself to be even a little excited about them.
Give me a lesson where I can learn how to sew my own waistcoat.... or how to tailor something properly and I'll be yours... Whereas for some CRAZY reason.... I dont actually give a crap about making my own animation or business presentations.. which are literally JUST typing out a pre made power points.. in a different font, and making sure there are no spelling mistakes. T_T fun.
Dont get me wrong im going to work hard. it'll be a great qualification to have... I just... I'd prefer to be working towards my dream... but in any case... I have decided im going to MCM expo... Gina might be coming (WHICH I REALLY HOPE SHE IS SEDFGYHNML<:) And jake said he might ^_^... And AHHHH YAY! I hope they do come... Fuck I'll even make them costumes (Even if they are a bit crappy) For them if they wanna cosplay xD I JUST REALLY WANT TO GO! Especially since Alcon isn't on this year :(
Okay I've rambled enough <3 you yola... Byeee xxxx
I am not happy T_T
But.. I will say that dancing at 4 am to Kpop in fucking bright moonlight is so. much. fun!
And I wish my neck didn''t hurt so much and I could go outside again tonight, since it would do my back good to go for a walk again :3
But no :( I can hardly move... Hah speaking of pain headache just kicked in.
I wish i could do a textile course already, instead of IT... I mean its an okay course... but i have NO interest in any of it... What.so.ever. And I just find the work pointless. Not even boring.. cause it is quite interesting... I just dont give a fuck about I.T.
I want to be the person behind the stage making other people look good... I dont want to make presentations, or be a receptionist.. these skills are great... But.. I can't quite bring myself to be even a little excited about them.
Give me a lesson where I can learn how to sew my own waistcoat.... or how to tailor something properly and I'll be yours... Whereas for some CRAZY reason.... I dont actually give a crap about making my own animation or business presentations.. which are literally JUST typing out a pre made power points.. in a different font, and making sure there are no spelling mistakes. T_T fun.
Dont get me wrong im going to work hard. it'll be a great qualification to have... I just... I'd prefer to be working towards my dream... but in any case... I have decided im going to MCM expo... Gina might be coming (WHICH I REALLY HOPE SHE IS SEDFGYHNML<:) And jake said he might ^_^... And AHHHH YAY! I hope they do come... Fuck I'll even make them costumes (Even if they are a bit crappy) For them if they wanna cosplay xD I JUST REALLY WANT TO GO! Especially since Alcon isn't on this year :(
Okay I've rambled enough <3 you yola... Byeee xxxx
