A rant about things that get on my tits.

April 19, 2012
Hey yola.. so I wanted to talk to you about something thats been pissing me off.
What might that be I dont hear you ask ??
Well to put it bluntly. People who think they're so fucking special and wonderful and kind because the "liked" a picture on fb of an "ugly" person with the caption "like if you think shes beautiful" Or a kid with cancer ect...or the ones that are like "like if you wished cancer didnt exist"
Of course you fucking WISH cancer didnt exist! If you didnt wish cancer didnt exist you're an asshole. A fucking HUGE one. But yet still more and freaking more I keep seeing it. And you're not being a good person and you're probably not doing it because you believe it.. you're doing it because you think other people will think you're such a kindhearted nice caring person. Well fuck off then. Cause you know what. People with cancer ARE beautiful and they dont need some patronising cunt on fb to ask for "likes" to prove that. they just are. just like any normal person.. Same with these "ugly" people. If you truly thought they werent ugly you would have never made the picture in the first place. So what point are you trying to prove ?? Grow up. Liking a fb picture wont change anything. And it wont make you a better person. Not bullying the 'ugly', 'weird', 'nerdy', 'stupid', 'fat' DIFFERENT kids will actually make you a nice person. You know.. when you can be friends with the people who are different and that other people dislike and to stand up and say. "hey im their friend and Im proud of that" Or to not stare at the disabled person but to help them. Thats what makes a freaking difference.
Oh and to everyone whos been trying to guilt trip me into sponcering cancer chairity money. Cancer has taken enough from my family and friends, It doesnt have to take my money from me...that will ultematly not get put towards cancer sufferers, but towards paying for biscuits for the damn nurses!! No. If ima give to charity im gonna give it to someone I see fit. Not one of these bullshit charities. And im tired of people trying to make me feel bad about it.. Yes my mum died, and my granny almost did..and so did Louise and Uncle frank and it killed ant mary.. Yeah, I've lost a lot to cancer just in my family... not even counting family friends.. And yes I would LOVE more than anything on this earth to save other people from the hurt, and to stop other people from going through what I went through. But Im one person. And cancer has taken enough from me for now. if you want to cut your hair and dye it and say its in the name of charity. whatever cool beans for you. But fuck off and leave me alone.

You're not good people and you're not helping anyone. So fuck off. all of you.

Right okay. sorry rant over... I wasnt actually that angry about it until I started writing and realized how angry I am xD
I know I sound like an asshole during that entire thing. And that most people wont agree with me. but thats my opinion and since its on here its not like anyones gonna see it :3So yeah...sorry I sound like a dick "/ but yeah....

So yeah... thats that.... night night yola :D xxx

 

So some happy things

April 11, 2012
so, the thing about being single is...
theres no one to give you hugs or cwtchs...
and no one to kiss you goodnight... no one to dream about your future with..
no one to hold you while you sleep.
and i miss that. the kind of safe closeness
But on the pluss side my bellys getting better :)
and Im not going to be a lame ass going to prom by myself xD
Oh and jake is with pipa again s hes all happy which is epic!
And i just got home from seeing family :) Elaina my baby cousin is the sweetst thiing in...
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feelings and stuff :3

April 2, 2012
So I wrote this hole post about people leaving, and me leaving people.. And how it hurts...and how I dont care if forgiving is the way out of the labyrinth, It hurt and Im tired of no goodbyes... And that I wish my best friend wasn't m ex who lives in ascot who im falling for again.. who's in love with his ex. And how I instead wish I had friends in my own year, who didnt look like the were gonna cry at my arm... or haven't bailed and run away from it all
And I said about how I havent even wan...
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So jobs and stuff xD

April 2, 2012
Sup yola. So yeah I kinda never really left did i? But oh well no one checks here anymore.. its been like two weeks since anyones even looked on here :D
But yeah, between conversations with Jake and flipping out at granny today.. I finally came up with an answer to the question " so what do you want to do with your life?" and I think its pretty good. If a little teenage stupid xD
Wanna know what it is?
I want to write love on her arms.
I want to make sure this star wont go out!
I want to stop t...
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Im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying Im trying im trying (8)

March 26, 2012
So hey. Theres this thing. where the guy who said he was going to love me forever and talked to me about how he wanted his dream wedding to be and who I knew better than anything else ever.... Is now hes telling some other girl that she has the most beautiful smile ever. And telling her all the things he told me.
 And I dont get that. Like I get that it was going to happen. And like i dont want him back or any of that shit. I just dont see how you can stop loving someone so quickly and move on...
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Yeah lol no one comes here either anymore :D

March 23, 2012
H-Hi yola... so yeah.. I left. But you see this thing happened where everything fell apart. And im not doing so well. I mean like instead of even thinking about it I'm taking too many pain killers each time.. Like four too many. But I havent cut yet.. Mostly cause on monday I was with Dylan and he just kept looking at my arm... It looks so bad... They're over 5 weeks old... I messed up a lot with them. And he looked so worried and sad. I wanted to take them back. Just make it okay again. So c...
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S'all good

March 17, 2012
Okay so I know I said I wasn't coming back. But I havent spoken to a single person all week. Due to lack of being able to connect with the real world again. SO I thought I'd post on here so at least my one intrepid site viewer knows im okay. Just not in a place where I can talk to people. And I'm sorry about that im working on it. Maybe once I get back to school my head will start working normally again :L So yeah. I'm good.
And hey there whoever still bothers to read this by the way :3
So ye...
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Goodbye Yola.

March 8, 2012
So over the year We've come to know eachother.. I've mostly talked... You've listened
But Its time for me to go..
Move on
It happened to Webs it was always going to happen to you too.
Its been a nice run hasnt it yola ?
See you around

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So this is me :3

March 1, 2012
Hi yola.
So when I started this blog I wrote a summery about me and my life.
So heres how things stand today.

Im 16
Black and blond hair thats just above shoulder length
Still short :L at 5"5
Still emo
But girlyer  than before
With a HUGE love for all things nerdfighter and our community :)
Single
Motherless
Kinda fucked as far as education goes :L
But might be going back next year.. We'll see
Still got god awful stomach pain..thats always getting worse
Im still depressed
Less selfharm orientated
Mos...
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Rip Bryan

December 20, 2011
Sylvia and Bryan,
           First off I'm sorry. So many times this year while in cardigan I've meant to come see you both. You were in y thoughts daily. For people I've met maybe 5 or 6 times, you were so freaking kind and welcoming that you felt like family. You made mum happy and let her work for you when others didnt understand that thats all she wanted. To pretend to be normal. While fighting both of your own battles you helped us fight ours and were always so kind. I'm sorry I was too ...
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the labyrinth

December 17, 2011
I take it back.
every time this week I've wished Nikki was here
I take it back
I know how im getting out now.
who needs a reason to stay alive anyway?
and hell he'll hate me when he sees my arm anyway

welp I do so much love feeling like this.

so yeah. i'll probably just delete this one as well so yeah

bye

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So this is me.

May 18, 2011
Today. The 18th of the fifth in 2011.

Hi, My name is Bronnie.
Im 15
Red(ish) hair
Short (5ft 6)
Hazel eyes
And my favorite colour is black.
I listen to mostly metal and rock music.
I like to wear skinny jeans and wear dark clothes with dark makeup
I dropped out of school to become home ed.
I love my friends
And I'm a happy hyper person who loves to laugh
And thats me

However. that's me on a good day.
those don't happen so often any more.
You see, I'm depressed.
Well actually; Im a depressed, suicidal,...
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