Okay so I ended up ranting again... sorry yoollla you know its cause I love you
Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, August 30, 2012
BLLLAAAAARARGFLARGGAHHHHHHHHHHHFUCKINGDOCTORS!!!! FUCK YOU!
Okay
so yeah
doctors today
consensus ?
Until you're 18 you have to suffer with your mental illness alone, unhelped and we also wont take it seriously
but here let me talk to you in a quiet condescending voice while I tell you about the useless uni drop outs with no real qualifications we can send you to that'll fuck you up even more
OH
and since Im feeling nice
have these pills
which I dont think will really help
but
You know
You look disappointed and sad so some useless shit will make me look better and you feel slightly better about waking up this fucking early for nothing
Gah
whats the fucking point of you then?
I know for a fact anti anxiety pills exist
I DONT WANT ANTI DEPRESSANTS YOU WASTE OF SPACE CUNT! I WANT ANTI ANXIETY!
FUcking dickhead usless wanker
Yes I have been depressed before
But then I stoped being depressed
and started having crippling Anxiety
so shut the fuck up and deal with the problem and dont make me a fucking sob story
No I dont self harm anymore
No I dont have suicidal thoughts anymore
And yes! I do fucking eat regularly
Im fucking better okay?
Just get rid of the fucking anxitey you dick
Because it just keeps getting worse
And I cant control it
because its all the time
Mother fuckers
So what if im only 16
If I didnt fucking off myself when the itty bitty voices in my head were telling me to and when everything sharp, high or pill form looked tempting I dont think an effing pill will change much
GAAH
So tired of this bullshit
Yeah Im young(ish)
But so what? When Im 18 im suddenly not going to get suicidal thoughts? Fuck that bullshit
Thats me done xD Bye
Okay
so yeah
doctors today
consensus ?
Until you're 18 you have to suffer with your mental illness alone, unhelped and we also wont take it seriously
but here let me talk to you in a quiet condescending voice while I tell you about the useless uni drop outs with no real qualifications we can send you to that'll fuck you up even more
OH
and since Im feeling nice
have these pills
which I dont think will really help
but
You know
You look disappointed and sad so some useless shit will make me look better and you feel slightly better about waking up this fucking early for nothing
Gah
whats the fucking point of you then?
I know for a fact anti anxiety pills exist
I DONT WANT ANTI DEPRESSANTS YOU WASTE OF SPACE CUNT! I WANT ANTI ANXIETY!
FUcking dickhead usless wanker
Yes I have been depressed before
But then I stoped being depressed
and started having crippling Anxiety
so shut the fuck up and deal with the problem and dont make me a fucking sob story
No I dont self harm anymore
No I dont have suicidal thoughts anymore
And yes! I do fucking eat regularly
Im fucking better okay?
Just get rid of the fucking anxitey you dick
Because it just keeps getting worse
And I cant control it
because its all the time
Mother fuckers
So what if im only 16
If I didnt fucking off myself when the itty bitty voices in my head were telling me to and when everything sharp, high or pill form looked tempting I dont think an effing pill will change much
GAAH
So tired of this bullshit
Yeah Im young(ish)
But so what? When Im 18 im suddenly not going to get suicidal thoughts? Fuck that bullshit
Thats me done xD Bye
