My mind is full of fuck
Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, June 25, 2012
My head she is full of fuck.
I mean its not like we didn't have enough things going on in my head to drive me insane, and for me to worry and obsess over whenever it got quiet.
But no, according to my head we needed more fuckary. Cause what was already there wasn't enough.
Good
wonderful
And there is literally nothing I can do about this. Im just going to be sat thinking about it.
I really do hate my brain sometimes
Dont drink kids
well no I can hardly blame alcohol, this is all sober mes doing
Effing self
gah
NARGLE ! NARGLE NARGLE NARGLE!!!!!
And my cable is broken so I cant watch naruto, and I cant find anything to read to take my mind off it and the fourth eragon book sucks... really bad. T_T but its all I have to read since someone ( im not sure whom) has my second Torak ( I think thats how its spelt) Book
FUCKING BRAIN FUCK OFF FOR ONCE!! Guh
I miss Trin
God damn if there was ever a time when I needed to talk to her its right now.
Or even Sam.
No both. But the old them of course. Like back when we were close.
Like cause I could just talk to those guys. They know some of my weirdest and deepest secrets. Like I think trin was the first person (maybe even only person) I told that I was pretty sure I had two personalities. I dont ... not really. But I was worried about it for ages.
I havent spoken to Sian in ages. I dont miss her. But I hope shes okay. I feel like I should say something to her. Then the bitter part of me says why? and then I remember it was her who stopped talking to me and I stop giving any fucks all together.
this is so scatterbrained im sorry.
Like honestly my head is so full of fuck when I was talking to Padi earlier my words weren't working :3 I either said the wrong words entierly or like mixed words together it was awful.
fucking fuck GAH!
Okay so im going to go. Bye yola.
I mean its not like we didn't have enough things going on in my head to drive me insane, and for me to worry and obsess over whenever it got quiet.
But no, according to my head we needed more fuckary. Cause what was already there wasn't enough.
Good
wonderful
And there is literally nothing I can do about this. Im just going to be sat thinking about it.
I really do hate my brain sometimes
Dont drink kids
well no I can hardly blame alcohol, this is all sober mes doing
Effing self
gah
NARGLE ! NARGLE NARGLE NARGLE!!!!!
And my cable is broken so I cant watch naruto, and I cant find anything to read to take my mind off it and the fourth eragon book sucks... really bad. T_T but its all I have to read since someone ( im not sure whom) has my second Torak ( I think thats how its spelt) Book
FUCKING BRAIN FUCK OFF FOR ONCE!! Guh
I miss Trin
God damn if there was ever a time when I needed to talk to her its right now.
Or even Sam.
No both. But the old them of course. Like back when we were close.
Like cause I could just talk to those guys. They know some of my weirdest and deepest secrets. Like I think trin was the first person (maybe even only person) I told that I was pretty sure I had two personalities. I dont ... not really. But I was worried about it for ages.
I havent spoken to Sian in ages. I dont miss her. But I hope shes okay. I feel like I should say something to her. Then the bitter part of me says why? and then I remember it was her who stopped talking to me and I stop giving any fucks all together.
this is so scatterbrained im sorry.
Like honestly my head is so full of fuck when I was talking to Padi earlier my words weren't working :3 I either said the wrong words entierly or like mixed words together it was awful.
fucking fuck GAH!
Okay so im going to go. Bye yola.
