BLEH!
Gotta go do some stupid thing I promised adam i'd go to tomorrow
i totally thought it was next week as well
fuck everything
don wanna go
therell be new people
and i'll have to do stuff
and its going to be scary
and im high on panic attacks atm
I mean I even have my diazapam packed
T_T
Dun waanna gooo
Belh
Wont be back till friday
My only form of comunication to the world will be my phone T_T
I feel sorry for all those i feel i can text without bugging them
If I get miserable or bored
I feel I may start spam texting people T_T
Its my coping mechanism when im someplace scary xD
But yeah
actually gonne goo take some pills now so i might sleep
gotta be up at like 7 T_T
see you friday yola
Oh and since I wont be home on Esther day
I love you.
And RIA Esther
Bye yooola :3