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I feel like a twat
A manly twat (lol have even started lowering my voice and hadn't noticed :L)
But Im a twat
Fucking hell bron
what on living crap were you thi- oh right drunk
*slow claps*
Oh well
 Fuck everything would be easier if i wasn't trans
But shit I cant take it back
theres no way on gods earth im going through that bs again
Cause im pretty fucking sure that suppressing this crap was either the cause or one of the main causes of my belly pain
Cause as of the day I started figuring this shit out
No pain!
Which is full of crap!
I mean c'mon!
Couldn't it have been something a LITTLE easier?
Like being gay, or being fucking asexual!? Good god fucking pissballs in hell
Sorry im very angsty today.
but Im just really scared about this hole thing
cause I have no fucking idea how to tell anyone else
Cause i've told the four people I trust enough to know (yeah adam probably would have been told anyway.. good god thats weird to thin....)
GAH!
How HHOW?!
Do you tell people that?
And what if they dont take it well?
This is wales ffs
Its not the most accepting of cultures around here
I mean the only gay person I know who hasnt been relentlessly bullied is sam, and thats because they would have had the entire of emlyn to answer to.
But on a lighter note
Boxers are fucking comfy
why dont girls wear these things?!
And my binder should be here wednesday! (was supposed to be here yesterday *grumblegrumblebgrumble*)
And I still love my hair :3
And as much as i have whined today
am actually feeling a lot more at ease and like happy in my gender now (fucking hell thats an odd sentence to say)
But yeah... fuck I dont know.... bye yola...

Sorry I just condensed like three different rants into one long ramble... sorry