Hey yoolla ^_^ Im in a really good mood
I've been talking to Jake (best thing ever honestly)
My hair is now black! And it looks awesome! I fucking love it
Never not being black I have never loved a hair color this much
Or instantly known it was exactly perfect
Which is just epic
And I'vve been doing a lot of reading and video watching
and my mind fuckery is starting to make sense
And I've found some stuffs ima buy that'll help
Ah fuck it its yola I can tell you no one reads here
Basically ima buy some binders
and hopefully soon ima go to the hairdressers and gut my hair cut short and cool I have a style in mind but one side of my fringe is too short. :(
But It'll get there
But yeah
Thanks to new breakthroughs and shizz im actually pretty happy
Its like now Im starting to understand and accept this shit im more at peace with myself or something.
I dont fucking know
But right now things are good
and im happy
so fuck anyone who tries to get in the way of that!
Bye yoola ^_^ xxx