Im a whiny ho when in pain ahaha
Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Honestly I will pay good effing money to anyone who can stop my belly from hurting for like maybe an hour?
I have been in agony for three days...each day getting slowly worse... Its not been this bad in ages T_T Well apart from that month and last month :3 But you know, agony is agony.. and I'd like to be able to move and think and breath and not want to cry from pain sometime soon please. Cause I've had this for a year and a half and I've been told its this and its that...and guess what turns out its none of them... cause I finally decided that maybe... just maybe it might be stress related... a theory that was greatly reinforced when I went down to cornwall and was pretty much pain free ( well....) But Im not in school... am in good contact with my friends haven't self harmed in fucking ages... and apart from the odd moment while watching Twin and Nova <3 Im pretty happy... yet PAIN PAIN EVERYWHERE... well no not everywhere...Pain, in one very specific, consistent and evil place. Im sorry to be whiny Yola but its really fucking hurt today, so much so that I nearly cried in front of padi and in tesco because of it. And I just want to know what it is, and why it gets worse at this time of the month...and why it hurts there... because there is nothing more scary than hurting where I do... Fuck it I'd take having REALLY bad and specific headaches over this.
So yes im being whiny. But thats what I do. And nothing makes me whinier than being in pain ahaha
So Im sorry for that...
But hey on the bright side I really am doing well at the moment. Things would actually be good if this fucking belly pain wasn't so bad.
Nighty night yola x
Oh yeah... Its fine to take 5 ibuprofen at once cause four wasn't doing anything.... right?..... Cool, thanks :3
*edit Hour and a half later... Right after writing this pain got even worse which caused a small breakdown for just over an hour. Well I say small.. But yeah... Stopped crying now ahaha. Fucking hell i hope it doesnt hurt this much while im out tomorrow. Sorry had to add this mostly so I have a record of this... Forgetting stuff alot recently so it's always nice to have it written down right after it happened....Nighty night now :) Sweet dreams yola xx
I have been in agony for three days...each day getting slowly worse... Its not been this bad in ages T_T Well apart from that month and last month :3 But you know, agony is agony.. and I'd like to be able to move and think and breath and not want to cry from pain sometime soon please. Cause I've had this for a year and a half and I've been told its this and its that...and guess what turns out its none of them... cause I finally decided that maybe... just maybe it might be stress related... a theory that was greatly reinforced when I went down to cornwall and was pretty much pain free ( well....) But Im not in school... am in good contact with my friends haven't self harmed in fucking ages... and apart from the odd moment while watching Twin and Nova <3 Im pretty happy... yet PAIN PAIN EVERYWHERE... well no not everywhere...Pain, in one very specific, consistent and evil place. Im sorry to be whiny Yola but its really fucking hurt today, so much so that I nearly cried in front of padi and in tesco because of it. And I just want to know what it is, and why it gets worse at this time of the month...and why it hurts there... because there is nothing more scary than hurting where I do... Fuck it I'd take having REALLY bad and specific headaches over this.
So yes im being whiny. But thats what I do. And nothing makes me whinier than being in pain ahaha
So Im sorry for that...
But hey on the bright side I really am doing well at the moment. Things would actually be good if this fucking belly pain wasn't so bad.
Nighty night yola x
Oh yeah... Its fine to take 5 ibuprofen at once cause four wasn't doing anything.... right?..... Cool, thanks :3
*edit Hour and a half later... Right after writing this pain got even worse which caused a small breakdown for just over an hour. Well I say small.. But yeah... Stopped crying now ahaha. Fucking hell i hope it doesnt hurt this much while im out tomorrow. Sorry had to add this mostly so I have a record of this... Forgetting stuff alot recently so it's always nice to have it written down right after it happened....Nighty night now :) Sweet dreams yola xx
