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Okay so earlier padi pointed out that my book for college, practical cooking is the same book mam had when she was in college. Only mine is the 12th edition and her was the 5th. And earlier it made me feel proud, and it amused me.


Hey mammy... I miss you
And I cant stop crying
I started college this week
you know they even still use the same book you did when you did your course. though, mine is the 12th edition and yours was the fifth. Feel old yet? ahah
But I miss you. And wish you were here. this is one of those moments you should be here for.
I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss You I miss you i miss you I miss you i miss you
And it hurts
Cause I dont want to miss you
But I do. So so so so much
And im finally doing something
and doing real people things
and it just feels like you should be here
but you're not.
so you wont see my knife set thats like yours
Or be able to help me with the course thats pretty much following in your foot steps
Why aren't you here?
Its one of the biggest momments in my life so far and neither of my parents are here to see it ... cause one is dead and the other is in Peru.
And I just wish you were here cause I miss you
Im going to go now
but I just wanted to say that I like college
And thanks to my anti anxiety pills
I've made friends
They're not on my course... but friends are friends right?
I'll talk to you soon, kay?
night night mammy
I love you
Bye
I love you
xxxx