...

*sits crying*
Today has been a bad day
God im falling back into my depression
And watching Kelly and Jenn videos isnt helping
Like them and Twin and Jenna
I just want what they've got
They have a group of friends that love them and that they can be totally derpy with
And they have relationships that work
Admittedly Jenn and Kelly's to my knowledge has had less glitches than Twin and Jenna's
But I think thats what makes twin and nova so sweet... The fact that they did break up for a while
But are now getting married and are thinking about once they have their own house having kids (SO MUCH CUTE)
And Jenn and Kelly are just fucking adorable and hillarious and If I could be like any one person it would be one of them or their friend Amala.
They're just cool people. With nice friends with partners that love them
Something I havent managed yet
And its like
they all met each other when they were around this age
their lives started becoming what they are now about this time
and im just here like....
oh
but then I guess Amala and Danni are still single and Amala has to be the funniest and shockingly pretty person I've ever seen.
I mean shes beautiful man, yet she has such low self confidence and people are always saying she looks like a guy
The first video i ever saw her in she was in like a three second clip of her shouting CHIN FORMERS CHINNERS IN DISGUISE!! and running round like a derp with twin.
And from that moment on shes just been my idol of the perfect person.
Cosplayers seem like cool people
Like all the cosplayers I've seen even the pretty popular ones they all are nice people
who are derpy and nerdy
and I wish I wish i was going to Alcon so i could meet them
They will all be there
Like most of Parle are going
TWIN, YUNA And VAL Are going to be there!!!
And theyll probably be hanging out together at least a little
It would be amazing
And I could cosplay Either Gaara or Fel Cause they're ish cheap
And it would be perfect
but alas
no friends
I dont even know anyone who likes cosplay or anime really
GAH!
I want new people
and a new place
better people
better place
fucking
fuck
cunt
GAH!!!! D: