I have a feeling this is going to go all over the place
Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, December 3, 2012
Okay so first off
LAST NIGHT JENN AND KELLY WERE TO CUTEST FUCKING CUTE EVER!
And they know they are ¬_¬
And just wsedrtfgyhukpl;'
and now onto why im here
So Twin (Lucas (heh Luke ASS... sorry alcon thing..) just uploaded a new transition update video.. and I'm so proud of him... I know that sounds weird because we've never met and hes just some guy off the internet... but i owe him a lot, aaand hes doing so well.
Its been around 5 months since his last video and hes doing so well. His voice has dropped more and his face and shoulders have changed and now look more masculine. He just passes so well now. And even though he uploads pictures on DA and tumblr often and FDP have new videos up most months... its still hadn't stuck me how far he's come on until that video. And Im just so happy for him. Hes got the okay for his hysterectomy and is being put on the waiting list and he's had the okay for bottom surgery which is grate news.
and his work are accepting of him and hes passing everywhere now... which for transguys, is the best thing to ever happen, and he just seemed so happy (and slightly emotional) when he said something along the lines of "So this is what its like to go round life just being a normal guy" and it just makes me so happy for him...
Hes the best role model a guy could wish for...
Though here where my problem lies
Oh by the way we've moved on from Lucas now
See
Before summer I realized I wasn't a girl.. and was like... hmm so trans?
And then was like, yeah, trans, that makes sense
Now though
Idk
Im by no means a girl or feminine in any respect other than outward appearances and a like for pretty girl clothes I'd never wear
But im also not like %100 guy... or even %90 guy... its more.... 70/30.... or something...
But yet, male pronouns would be nice...
Like I'd love for people to call me Sam... or Sammie (thats what Gina calls me ad I <3 her for it)
And use male pronouns
Saying im female, and hearing she or her and the like... it just doesn't sound right
Does that count as being androgynous though?
Because im not whole hog guy, and im no way girl....
I feel comfortable saying im somewhere in the middle
Gah I dont know
tiz confusing on a massive scale
Fuck emotions
But yes
So proud and happy for Twin ^_^
I'll shh hhh now
^_^
Nighty night
LAST NIGHT JENN AND KELLY WERE TO CUTEST FUCKING CUTE EVER!
And they know they are ¬_¬
And just wsedrtfgyhukpl;'
and now onto why im here
So Twin (Lucas (heh Luke ASS... sorry alcon thing..) just uploaded a new transition update video.. and I'm so proud of him... I know that sounds weird because we've never met and hes just some guy off the internet... but i owe him a lot, aaand hes doing so well.
Its been around 5 months since his last video and hes doing so well. His voice has dropped more and his face and shoulders have changed and now look more masculine. He just passes so well now. And even though he uploads pictures on DA and tumblr often and FDP have new videos up most months... its still hadn't stuck me how far he's come on until that video. And Im just so happy for him. Hes got the okay for his hysterectomy and is being put on the waiting list and he's had the okay for bottom surgery which is grate news.
and his work are accepting of him and hes passing everywhere now... which for transguys, is the best thing to ever happen, and he just seemed so happy (and slightly emotional) when he said something along the lines of "So this is what its like to go round life just being a normal guy" and it just makes me so happy for him...
Hes the best role model a guy could wish for...
Though here where my problem lies
Oh by the way we've moved on from Lucas now
See
Before summer I realized I wasn't a girl.. and was like... hmm so trans?
And then was like, yeah, trans, that makes sense
Now though
Idk
Im by no means a girl or feminine in any respect other than outward appearances and a like for pretty girl clothes I'd never wear
But im also not like %100 guy... or even %90 guy... its more.... 70/30.... or something...
But yet, male pronouns would be nice...
Like I'd love for people to call me Sam... or Sammie (thats what Gina calls me ad I <3 her for it)
And use male pronouns
Saying im female, and hearing she or her and the like... it just doesn't sound right
Does that count as being androgynous though?
Because im not whole hog guy, and im no way girl....
I feel comfortable saying im somewhere in the middle
Gah I dont know
tiz confusing on a massive scale
Fuck emotions
But yes
So proud and happy for Twin ^_^
I'll shh hhh now
^_^
Nighty night
