Scratch anything hopeful I may have said yesterday. I will be forever alone. And I fucking hate it.
Never in my life have I wanted to just lie. To just take it all back. Not gay, not trans, not even bi. Fuck everything.
and its pathetic because whats set this off is so small that I actually hate myself for letting it get to me.
goodnight yola. Im going to go wallow in self hate now. Byee!