I hate everything
Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Morning yola...
So I guess everythings been a bit shite recently... a lot for reasons already covered... but some for reasons im not quite sure of yet...
but today sucked ahaha.... I sucked in my exam, what with my dislexia and dyscalcula playing up....and I had my theory of having no friends proved a little bit further....
I'm loving naruto at the moment :3 and of course watching Twin and Nova.... its pretty sad when I realize they're pretty much the only thing making me happy these days ahaha... And it sucks cause I really need to talk to someone about something... but due to my brilliant lack of friends I have no one to talk to... Guh... I dont want to be whiny... And I hate myself for it.... but god damn it.... why couldn't everyone have fucked off a few weeks ago when I really wished no of them were there.... because this week im decidedly less numb and a lot more FEEL ALL THE FEELS!!!!! which by the way...sucks balls.... T_T Mostly because of my being sad and shit....but I also then have that stupid little voice that tells me that offing myself isnt the best solution... fucking voice and its fucking labyrinth... look how well thats worked out... Oh yeah forgive people... because surly they wont hurt you a second time.... yeah fucking right. I wonder why the fuck I bother sometimes... I really really do.
Oh yeah and I've decided that I may well cut my hair fucking short again... and dye it black..... not sure...
Jut generally fuck everything!
Going to go now... sorry for whining... but no ones read here in a while... so maybe no one will see this either! :D Huzah!
Byess x
So I guess everythings been a bit shite recently... a lot for reasons already covered... but some for reasons im not quite sure of yet...
but today sucked ahaha.... I sucked in my exam, what with my dislexia and dyscalcula playing up....and I had my theory of having no friends proved a little bit further....
I'm loving naruto at the moment :3 and of course watching Twin and Nova.... its pretty sad when I realize they're pretty much the only thing making me happy these days ahaha... And it sucks cause I really need to talk to someone about something... but due to my brilliant lack of friends I have no one to talk to... Guh... I dont want to be whiny... And I hate myself for it.... but god damn it.... why couldn't everyone have fucked off a few weeks ago when I really wished no of them were there.... because this week im decidedly less numb and a lot more FEEL ALL THE FEELS!!!!! which by the way...sucks balls.... T_T Mostly because of my being sad and shit....but I also then have that stupid little voice that tells me that offing myself isnt the best solution... fucking voice and its fucking labyrinth... look how well thats worked out... Oh yeah forgive people... because surly they wont hurt you a second time.... yeah fucking right. I wonder why the fuck I bother sometimes... I really really do.
Oh yeah and I've decided that I may well cut my hair fucking short again... and dye it black..... not sure...
Jut generally fuck everything!
Going to go now... sorry for whining... but no ones read here in a while... so maybe no one will see this either! :D Huzah!
Byess x
