I guess i just... 

Fuck yola im scared 

I dont want to live an 'okay' life 

I dont want to work a job i dont like 

'Just to get by' 

I dont want to eat things

'To keep the weight off' 

I dont want to not like things 

'Because they're different' 

I dont want to live a life half empty 

I dont want to do things 

'Because thats how life is'

Because i dont understand that

I never have 

Why

Why is it like that?

Who said so?

I dont want to be scared of life 

And i dont want to be scared that i will never do anything for myself 

I dont want to be alone anymore

And i dont want to hurt so much anymore 

Im so tired yola 

I've been saying it for years 

But its really  staring to wear me down

I dont know what to do

Im unhappy all the time

I can tbreath

My anxiety is hell

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Please help 

Im so scared yola 

Im so tired.