hey
Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, November 6, 2013
so I have this thing
well i guess that makes it sound way more dramatic than it is
but right
i freaking love to sing
like
any chance I get i sing
but never in front of people
or when people are at home
like i'lll sing along to music
but i wont
sing
no one as far as i know
has ever heard me
sing
but like
i've always wondered if i'm actually any good or not
because somedays
i'll sing and i'll be like
"daym i smashed that"
other days i think i sound like a dieing whale
but
i've always wondered
because people have told me in the past i have a nice voice
so like
I wonder what people would think if they heard me
sing
but thats like showing someone my soul
I dont like telling them about how my day was
let alone showing them my best kept secret
because people may hear me sing
but singing is what makes me feel calm
and whole
it's how I learn to breath again after everything's gone wrong
and it's my thing
just me
and usually my terrible piano skills
singing badly as i pray that the song will fit with the ice cream chords.
so i've always wondered
and like
i've toyed with the idea of recording myself and posting it online
and like waiting for the hate
or finally trusting someone enough to ask them to listen
but them what if iit is awful
what if i sound like those crazies that go on tv tallent shows that are convinced they're the shit
but in reality wouldn't be able to hold a tune even if it was superglued to their faces
and I kind of think I am
but i've always wondered
So it would be nice to know?
but I'm not brave enough
once I had to sing in music
well twice
this one time in choir...
like the music teacher wanted me to sing a lead part in a song with this other girl, who was super popular and like chose me over this other girl who really wanted the part... so i was surrounded by popular girls who hated me, trying to sing this fuckin really high part, and like the other girl couldn't so I kind of panicked.... but the music teacher was so adamant i sing... and so I never went back....
and then the other time was in music class when we had to do a band excersize and piano was tacken.... so it was either sing or tell the teacher I had nothing to do... so yeh.... and I had to sing greenday... with larengitis.... because of course i suffered from insomnia back then and when i get sleep deprived I get throat infections. so yeah... had to sing really ill because out teacher was a fucking compleat asshole wanker fucking DICK and was the reason I dropped music.... I really liked the course... could not stand that douche waggon.
so yes
in both of those times
i didn't really sing in front of people
but I was told both time I have a nice voice?
because after I sang in music class, even with a bad throat this really lovely girl came up to me and was like "I liked your singing" and I wanted to kiss her for being so nice because I felt so shit and was so nervous because pretty much everyone in that class hated me...and she was so nice.
blah
idk
i just
it would be nice to know
you know?
night yola.
i feel weird today.
well i guess that makes it sound way more dramatic than it is
but right
i freaking love to sing
like
any chance I get i sing
but never in front of people
or when people are at home
like i'lll sing along to music
but i wont
sing
no one as far as i know
has ever heard me
sing
but like
i've always wondered if i'm actually any good or not
because somedays
i'll sing and i'll be like
"daym i smashed that"
other days i think i sound like a dieing whale
but
i've always wondered
because people have told me in the past i have a nice voice
so like
I wonder what people would think if they heard me
sing
but thats like showing someone my soul
I dont like telling them about how my day was
let alone showing them my best kept secret
because people may hear me sing
but singing is what makes me feel calm
and whole
it's how I learn to breath again after everything's gone wrong
and it's my thing
just me
and usually my terrible piano skills
singing badly as i pray that the song will fit with the ice cream chords.
so i've always wondered
and like
i've toyed with the idea of recording myself and posting it online
and like waiting for the hate
or finally trusting someone enough to ask them to listen
but them what if iit is awful
what if i sound like those crazies that go on tv tallent shows that are convinced they're the shit
but in reality wouldn't be able to hold a tune even if it was superglued to their faces
and I kind of think I am
but i've always wondered
So it would be nice to know?
but I'm not brave enough
once I had to sing in music
well twice
this one time in choir...
like the music teacher wanted me to sing a lead part in a song with this other girl, who was super popular and like chose me over this other girl who really wanted the part... so i was surrounded by popular girls who hated me, trying to sing this fuckin really high part, and like the other girl couldn't so I kind of panicked.... but the music teacher was so adamant i sing... and so I never went back....
and then the other time was in music class when we had to do a band excersize and piano was tacken.... so it was either sing or tell the teacher I had nothing to do... so yeh.... and I had to sing greenday... with larengitis.... because of course i suffered from insomnia back then and when i get sleep deprived I get throat infections. so yeah... had to sing really ill because out teacher was a fucking compleat asshole wanker fucking DICK and was the reason I dropped music.... I really liked the course... could not stand that douche waggon.
so yes
in both of those times
i didn't really sing in front of people
but I was told both time I have a nice voice?
because after I sang in music class, even with a bad throat this really lovely girl came up to me and was like "I liked your singing" and I wanted to kiss her for being so nice because I felt so shit and was so nervous because pretty much everyone in that class hated me...and she was so nice.
blah
idk
i just
it would be nice to know
you know?
night yola.
i feel weird today.
