...

There is something massively wrong when a girl is terrified of her father considering hes never (as far as she can remember) Done anything to physically harm her. And even though hes only just got home from a month on holiday he gets so intoxicated he struggles to take himself to bed and couldn't talk coherently.
Its half one in the morning I have college in 7 hours. I dont need this shit from him.
Hes so creepy
He terrifies me
He scares me when hes not drunk
This on the other hand is a whole different story

And nick used to wonder why I hated him drinking.
It scares me
Drunk men terrify me
My dad, Grandad, Uncle's.... Family friends.
CREEPY, LETCHY, PERVY, DRUNK, UNSTABLE, OUT OF THEIR MINDS FUCKING CUNTS!
They terrify me
Even my brother has scared me while drunk before.
And what can i do im fucking tiny. Im powerless and weak

I mean the women aren't much better... but granny gets mean, Marlyn gets confronting, mam got weepy or angry, Sue was a crazy fucking bitch 24/7 anyway
They weren't scary they were just mean.

Men drunk... nope nope nope nooooo thankyou.
FUCK YOU!
'; oh god
i dont know what to do with myself
im half having a panic attack half REALLY needing to cry a

All I wanted was a drink before bed and now I dont think I'll sleep.


 DCTFYHBKL:KM B UKB  &H U FUCK YOU!
Fuck you all