me and dad fought again tonight
this is the worst one
I dont know what'll happen now
He told me to leave
And that I wont inherit a thing from him
he told me im a failiure and that im deluded like mum

I thought he was going to batter me
I was beyond caring
and beyond scared
he was so drunk

oh god what am I going to do

I want my mummy
And I want to get away from here
STUPID NO COLLEGE

im so scared right now
I want my mummy
mummy
why the fuck are you not here
i need you
or a hug
but i have no one to talk to or tell
so i just have to be okay
i need to be
I have too much shit to do

what am i going to do yola?
what am i going to do?