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Ugh yola what am I going to do about Alex?
Hes creepy to the point of being scary
its like
Worse than Jamie
Cause I never felt in danger with jamie even when I was alone with him in his house in his room. Where as Alex scares the fuck out of me when we're surrounded by people.
And I dont want to blow him off because he would probably throw a MEGA crazy and I dont have any friends to protect me
FUCK! Im enjoying college leave me alone!
Its scary though
and he doesn't take hints
like being ignored
Or me putting my heeadphones in as he walks up to me
Nope nope nope nope nope
HOW THE FUCK DO I ATTRACT THE FUCKING CRAZZIES?!
WHAT IS SO FUCKING WRONG WITH ME THAT ONLY DAMAGED, FUCKED UP FUCKING INSANE CREEPS LIKE ME (this excludes you Nikki dear if you still read this shite ever and are getting self conscious)
I just
I just want some friends
GUH I need a sewing machine
And TO GET THE FUCK AWAY!
Bleh sorry but i just... alex is creepy and I DONT LIKE IT NOPE NOPE NOPE
God please someone help