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well then..
things I have learned this year
Love sucks
Friends are shit
People change so god damn much so quickly
I have the power to fix me

all in all this year has been great.

think back, if you will to this night a year ago...

I was a few cm's and a packet of pills away from never seeing 2012

But it turned out to be a damn important year.

I got out of my depression
I Went back to college
But most importantly I found me

Which, is you know... pretty cool...

I found cosplay, and sewing and nerdiness and comics and anime and manga and fuck it I just went with it.
Its great...
but whats better is im now 17...and im starting to decide what kind of person I want to be... and I dont know about you but thats pretty cool...

Im not anywhere close to understanding me fully, but the me I know now is not only happier but a better person in general.
Whatever I turn out to be, male female, both.. I'm pretty happy with where I am and who I am.

If I were to have any resolutions, It would be to follow my dream no matter how crazy it seems, and to keep getting better.

Goodnight yola. I have a feeling things are going to be alright. xxx

( sorry this is a little jumpy... my letter t and r on my keyboard have stopped working... which makes things.... interesting...)