Sometimes I feel totally dumb for loving kpop and dramas as much as I do
but shit they make me happy
Hongki's voice makes me feel better
and it takes my mind off of shit.

I can listen to those idiots or watch some dumb show they did and just feel better

not to mention how much Korean I have picked up
though sadly most of it is informal so fairly useless :3

Idk, I just feel stupid and like a dumb girl

But then it makes me happy
and I cant find a single fuck to give

and I sometimes wonder what I'd be doing if I hadn't watched YB, fallen in love with Hongki, Jang Geunsuk and Yonghwa and then fallen in love with kpop.

cause now, when im suicidal I watch YB and when Im sad I listen to FT Island (who are releasing their... third? Japanese album this month!!! :D)

So I love my stupid music and all the dumb stuff their members do.
But hey, in what other genre of music could you have boy bands that can sing like fucking beasts,dance well, compose and play instruments, while it also being pretty much unavoidable to know ALL their names even if there are 13 of them (Im looking at you Super Junior) 

ugh sorry I feel really ill and suicidal today
night yola