Fucking kellie I love her but this was too far and now Im all SZEXDRFTGYHKL<>ERTFGYHUK
Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, November 29, 2012
I hate kellie so much right now
Fucking fuck
Fucking WHY
Why would you do that?
I am the most awkward and fugly person I know my anxiety has been bad for days and all I wanted was a nice calm day at college to get back into it
But fucking no
Fuck you
FUCK
God I feel like a twat
And now he knows, or thinks he knows, because really there's nothing to know, because I dont like him AAND FUCK!
Why, why would you do such aa thing
I AM THE MOST AWKWARD PERSON EVER
WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA
FUCK YOU
FUCKING FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
I HATE YOU
Sorry this has triggered my anxiety so badly thaat I need to remember that THIS and only this is why i feel soo fucking awful because nothing triggers me to cut like massive anxiety and embarrassment.
I've been doing so fucking well
Keeping in control of my anxiety most of the time
Not letting stuff get to me
Keeping my head down, managed to stop all that stupid crush nonsense
I was doing so fucking well
Now I look like an asshole to the one person on my course I got along with
And I feel like such a tit
fucking hell
I
Do
Not
Like
Being
Humiliated
Ever
Fuck
Fuck
Kill
Me
Now
Please
Why
I just
Im so awkward
And fugly
why would that thought even go through your mind
But yay
Now I look like an asshole
and my anxiety is all BLLLARRRRRRRGGGGGG!!!!!
And im still shaking and I feel sick
and fucking hell
WEDRFTHUKPL:
He wouldn't have ever liked me anyway
Now I just look like an aasshole
At least before I could delude myself
oh well
just got to keep away from blades.
Its been too long and I've been doing too well to go back on this shit now
FUCK
God I did not need this today
My anxiety has been bad this week anyway for no apparent reason
And on top of the self loathing from before I now hate myself right back up to where I used to be
fucking twat
Ugh
Kill me
Okay
Im going to go
Hopefully I'll sleep
I really just want to sleep until tomorrow, hide all day and then die
Sounds good.
Right
Goodbye
xxxxx
FUCK
Fucking fuck
Fucking WHY
Why would you do that?
I am the most awkward and fugly person I know my anxiety has been bad for days and all I wanted was a nice calm day at college to get back into it
But fucking no
Fuck you
FUCK
God I feel like a twat
And now he knows, or thinks he knows, because really there's nothing to know, because I dont like him AAND FUCK!
Why, why would you do such aa thing
I AM THE MOST AWKWARD PERSON EVER
WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA
FUCK YOU
FUCKING FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
I HATE YOU
Sorry this has triggered my anxiety so badly thaat I need to remember that THIS and only this is why i feel soo fucking awful because nothing triggers me to cut like massive anxiety and embarrassment.
I've been doing so fucking well
Keeping in control of my anxiety most of the time
Not letting stuff get to me
Keeping my head down, managed to stop all that stupid crush nonsense
I was doing so fucking well
Now I look like an asshole to the one person on my course I got along with
And I feel like such a tit
fucking hell
I
Do
Not
Like
Being
Humiliated
Ever
Fuck
Fuck
Kill
Me
Now
Please
Why
I just
Im so awkward
And fugly
why would that thought even go through your mind
But yay
Now I look like an asshole
and my anxiety is all BLLLARRRRRRRGGGGGG!!!!!
And im still shaking and I feel sick
and fucking hell
WEDRFTHUKPL:
He wouldn't have ever liked me anyway
Now I just look like an aasshole
At least before I could delude myself
oh well
just got to keep away from blades.
Its been too long and I've been doing too well to go back on this shit now
FUCK
God I did not need this today
My anxiety has been bad this week anyway for no apparent reason
And on top of the self loathing from before I now hate myself right back up to where I used to be
fucking twat
Ugh
Kill me
Okay
Im going to go
Hopefully I'll sleep
I really just want to sleep until tomorrow, hide all day and then die
Sounds good.
Right
Goodbye
xxxxx
FUCK
