anxiety sucks
and it hurts
It makes me feel sick and scared all the time
And I have no clue what triggers it
Which is what sucks the most
being crazy but having no idea why
And its getting bad
Like everything triggers it
I think it always was there
but I doont know
The depression numbed it oout
And now its gone im left an anxious mess
And no one wants to help
oor caan help
They just tell yu you're crazy and send you away
I hate it I hate it I hate it
Man
I just
Im 17 and im so fucked up if people ask me to do something short notice I freak out hyperventilate and then cry
And then cry more
and then hate myself
fucking hell
Im so sick of this
But I dont know how to fix it
because I dont know whats wrong
I have no fucking clue

I hate christmas