Forget them, Wendy. Forget them all. Come with me where you'll never, never have to worry about grown up things again
Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, July 19, 2014
do you think I could?
sometimes i think i could
you know
I like this person i am now.
I am not exactly a good person
but then,who is?
but this is the version of me i have hated the least
who knows
maybe along the way there'll be a me i like even more
but so far this one is the best
its the the prettiest
or the kindest
or the smartest
but its the happiest
and the most thoughtful
the most likely to succeed
my point is
i think i could
i think i could start again
just leave them all behind and start again
is that selfish?
but its not like i've been around much in the past 4 years anyway
my biggest dream?
becoming successful and being able to leave everything else behind
I dont want money
i want enough to live
no
i dont want to be successful like that
i want to be successful in respect to the ideal my mother taught me
she told me once
that a successful life is one where you can afford a roof over your head and food in your cupboards, with people you love, but most of all its being able to go to the places you long to go to, see the things you want to see, eat the foods you love, and if i could see it all with someone i love, then how great would that be?
She told me being happy mean taking risks and being able to look back and think "we'll at least I tired"
She used to tell me "there's no such thing as can't"
And on so many things I would argue
but this once
with this one thing
I promise to not back down
And if that means leaving it all behind
starting again
you know
i think i could
i just want to feel like im worth something
because currently im not worth a thing
but thats okay
because one day i'll change that
sorry for ranting
it was hard to put this down into words
it sounds kind od horrible in words
but i dont want to leave them behind
i just think i could
if i had to
ah well
bye yola
sometimes i think i could
you know
I like this person i am now.
I am not exactly a good person
but then,who is?
but this is the version of me i have hated the least
who knows
maybe along the way there'll be a me i like even more
but so far this one is the best
its the the prettiest
or the kindest
or the smartest
but its the happiest
and the most thoughtful
the most likely to succeed
my point is
i think i could
i think i could start again
just leave them all behind and start again
is that selfish?
but its not like i've been around much in the past 4 years anyway
my biggest dream?
becoming successful and being able to leave everything else behind
I dont want money
i want enough to live
no
i dont want to be successful like that
i want to be successful in respect to the ideal my mother taught me
she told me once
that a successful life is one where you can afford a roof over your head and food in your cupboards, with people you love, but most of all its being able to go to the places you long to go to, see the things you want to see, eat the foods you love, and if i could see it all with someone i love, then how great would that be?
She told me being happy mean taking risks and being able to look back and think "we'll at least I tired"
She used to tell me "there's no such thing as can't"
And on so many things I would argue
but this once
with this one thing
I promise to not back down
And if that means leaving it all behind
starting again
you know
i think i could
i just want to feel like im worth something
because currently im not worth a thing
but thats okay
because one day i'll change that
sorry for ranting
it was hard to put this down into words
it sounds kind od horrible in words
but i dont want to leave them behind
i just think i could
if i had to
ah well
bye yola
