So I wrote this hole post about people leaving, and me leaving people.. And how it hurts...and how I dont care if forgiving is the way out of the labyrinth, It hurt and Im tired of no goodbyes... And that I wish my best friend wasn't m ex who lives in ascot who im falling for again.. who's in love with his ex. And how I instead wish I had friends in my own year, who didnt look like the were gonna cry at my arm... or haven't bailed and run away from it all
And I said about how I havent even wanted to cut for like weeks! And thats awesome... And that well... Im kinda getting better.. like pain wise and happiness wise..
My belly's hurt less...and the past few weeks have just been okay... I've had sad moments.. but i've also been happy...and just been okay.
How mad is that? ME?! OKAY!?
IM SMILING !! And I can look in mirrors and be okay with the person looking back!
And I dont hate myself!
Things are getting better!
And my emotions are coming back all normal and shizzle!
Its awesome!
And I guess I dont mind Jake being my best friend.. we do have a lot in common.. and hes awesome xD and my other friends are epic when they're around :)
So yeah.. things are good and stuff
Nighty night yola :3 xx