Dear yola. So theres thing thing. Things have been fucking shit recently. But I still havent cut. its been weeks. And things really have been pretty shit on the scale of how much I think about offing myself daily. But I've kept it under controle with loud music  and pretending it'll be okay. But not today. I'm tired of hurting.
I have 8 razorblades.
 Tonight's gonna be fun. :)
Im sorry. But its been sat by me bed for days... and I dont care anymore. No skirts for me this summer.
Bye yola. Im sorry I guess.
Its been a good few weeks. <3