end of 2013
Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, December 31, 2013
so, end of the year.
i guess a fair amount has changed
mostly thanks to kpop
which is a thing i never thought i would say
i guess this year hasnt been so bad, just... I've been bad? like in the sence that my depression and anxiety have been pretty awful this year.
However, I finished IT and english in college, so i do now have qualifications.
Despite all the odds.
I have a better idea of what sort of direction i want to go with my life
and i hope this is an idea i can actually go with
but i think this will suit me
i've never been a very hands on person
i like being in my own head
so something like web developing
or translating would be perfect
cooking, and sewing, while excellent hobbies that i enjoy... arent really... suitable for me and my... well me.
so thank you kpop for reminding me how good i am at languages.
cause i am pretty good, if i do say so myself... i mean... i may not be able to use much useful korean... but i sure know a fair bit of it now... and thats like just from watching stuff and getting curious... and i was really good at french in school... and welsh is of course my second lanuage... which is insanely useful, because welsh has a really odd alphabet with its ll's and ch's annd ng's (which are pronounced NOTHING like how they are in english)
ach i dont know im getting off point here
i like makeup now
and dont hate myself anymore
i doont have all that many friends
and the college thing im going to at thee moment is a bit pish
my hair is also a bit dumb
and i worked out earlier that over all this year i have watched around 13-14 ENTIRE days as in 13, 24 hours worth of kdrama's.
i havent read as much this year though... i've only read... 5? 6 books this year, which is pretty shit going... oh unless you count manga... then it's more..
this year hasnt been so bad...
like, day to day, has been hell, because as i said, i have been suffering so much with my depression and anxiety that everything just drags and sucks a little
but on the whole, it's not been so bad.
here's to 2014 continuing this not being too be streak...
happy new year from a makeup wearing, frizzie haired, kpop loving sammie <3
i guess a fair amount has changed
mostly thanks to kpop
which is a thing i never thought i would say
i guess this year hasnt been so bad, just... I've been bad? like in the sence that my depression and anxiety have been pretty awful this year.
However, I finished IT and english in college, so i do now have qualifications.
Despite all the odds.
I have a better idea of what sort of direction i want to go with my life
and i hope this is an idea i can actually go with
but i think this will suit me
i've never been a very hands on person
i like being in my own head
so something like web developing
or translating would be perfect
cooking, and sewing, while excellent hobbies that i enjoy... arent really... suitable for me and my... well me.
so thank you kpop for reminding me how good i am at languages.
cause i am pretty good, if i do say so myself... i mean... i may not be able to use much useful korean... but i sure know a fair bit of it now... and thats like just from watching stuff and getting curious... and i was really good at french in school... and welsh is of course my second lanuage... which is insanely useful, because welsh has a really odd alphabet with its ll's and ch's annd ng's (which are pronounced NOTHING like how they are in english)
ach i dont know im getting off point here
i like makeup now
and dont hate myself anymore
i doont have all that many friends
and the college thing im going to at thee moment is a bit pish
my hair is also a bit dumb
and i worked out earlier that over all this year i have watched around 13-14 ENTIRE days as in 13, 24 hours worth of kdrama's.
i havent read as much this year though... i've only read... 5? 6 books this year, which is pretty shit going... oh unless you count manga... then it's more..
this year hasnt been so bad...
like, day to day, has been hell, because as i said, i have been suffering so much with my depression and anxiety that everything just drags and sucks a little
but on the whole, it's not been so bad.
here's to 2014 continuing this not being too be streak...
happy new year from a makeup wearing, frizzie haired, kpop loving sammie <3
