i cut
padi noticed
i cried
i feel crap

theres a boy
i like him
he wont ever like me
i agreed to dye his hair
i agreed to help him get ready for a halloween party
on the 30th
of october
the 30th
i agreed
because he ssaid please
I'm pathetic


Maybe i'll just help him get ready
I could do his makeup and go home
no need to see everyone and cry

everything is wrong
im a mess
fuck up
fuck

no boys
they just hurt

bye yola