Hey yola.
I feel weird.
I havent seen anyone in ages
and i dont really talk to anyone much either
I've just been sat reading
Like back in Australia
You know I hardly remember that month
I remember the rest of the holiday so clearly
But that end month all I remember doing is reading
Oh and nearly passing out from heat on some walk we went on
Im not so much depressed as numb
no not numb
empty?
I dont know
Its weird whatever it is
its kinda like being zoned out, but not....
fuck it
I cant decide if i miss people being around
But I guess I'll have to deal with it
I dont actually think I have any friends left
Even sioned seems upset with me (Idk why)
*sigh*
I wish my belly pain would go away
anyway, im going to go back to reading now... I... I just felt like I should actually write or think or something...
Whatever.
Bye yola.