...

So, I havent been doing well recently,
And I cut.
Again
But thats not news
I just
On tuesday
In english
kelly saw the plaster I put over the ones on my wrist and after her asking what happened and me lying she goes
"You look like an emo"
Really? And the scars all up my arm didn't give that impression already?
Gah, like I know she doesn't know and whatever, and I know her views on cutting (Yeah safe to say she doesn't get it)
But my lord. Why is "emo" such a bad thing anyway since its mostly used to refer to people who self harm or listen to depressing music/ fall out boy...
sorry im tired
and lonely
and in pain
and miserable
I want to die and have no reason to stay

and on a final note
To who ever is still fucking coming here, please stop Or tell me who you are. cause I dont think you're who I think you are.. and I want to die in peace, I also dont want who ever you are to see any of this. I only write here because I have no one to talk to and nothing to take my mind off it.
god just go
its not going to change im not going to get better you're not going to help I dont even know who you are
so fucking leave
goodnight yola
fucking hell I want to die.