Im feeling so fucking numb and just want to be drunk
But if I drink too much of it too quickly padi'll notice it's gone

Im glad no one reads here anymore

it means no one can see me falling apart
or rather, falling back into how i used to be

back before I met nick and teffie

Back before i was stupid enough to let down my walls
which keep me so very very safe

Im a little drunk right now so im going to go before I start whining

My belly is beginning to hurt again

Wish me luck tomorrow

Night yola
Thanks for caring


*edit* who the fuck came here yesterday? And why?
Please dont come any more, I'd like to fall apart in piece...