Bleh
Posted by bronwen wild on Sunday, October 14, 2012
Some days are harder than others
You have your good days and bad days and not so bad days
You have days where an unexpected conversation will keep a smile lingering for the rest of the day
And then there are days where a sudden memory will make your heart stop. And sink to that familiar low hurting place
There are times when being alone is exactly what you'd wish for
But then there are the times when someone to be there, maybe not to talk, Just to sit with, to cuddle. Is all you need
There are nights, when the same old thing, with the same old you is just fine
Sadly there are also nights where you wish you could go out, meet people, do something, be different.
Some days are better than others
Some days are filled with nothing
And sometimes nothing is filled with days
Some days I'm happy for no reason at all
But then others, Im inconsolably sad, and I have no idea why
On occasion, Meeting new people if fun! and I make grate friends
Though more often than not, I'm too scared so I stay in the shadows
Sometimes I wish i was more like other people
Then others I LOVE being different
Some days I dont shed a single tear
Other it feels like crying is all i've done
Some days I only think of my mum once or twice, in a happy loving way
But then other days, the weight of her being gone crushes me, and my heart aches from missing her
Sometimes I can go whole days without a single worried thought
Other times I just want to curl up in a ball and die im so scared
Some days, Im fine
Others im not
On some days I could kill for a hug
On others im okay without
Some days are better than others
I like those days best
Today was a bad day, but its nice to remember I have good days as well
You have your good days and bad days and not so bad days
You have days where an unexpected conversation will keep a smile lingering for the rest of the day
And then there are days where a sudden memory will make your heart stop. And sink to that familiar low hurting place
There are times when being alone is exactly what you'd wish for
But then there are the times when someone to be there, maybe not to talk, Just to sit with, to cuddle. Is all you need
There are nights, when the same old thing, with the same old you is just fine
Sadly there are also nights where you wish you could go out, meet people, do something, be different.
Some days are better than others
Some days are filled with nothing
And sometimes nothing is filled with days
Some days I'm happy for no reason at all
But then others, Im inconsolably sad, and I have no idea why
On occasion, Meeting new people if fun! and I make grate friends
Though more often than not, I'm too scared so I stay in the shadows
Sometimes I wish i was more like other people
Then others I LOVE being different
Some days I dont shed a single tear
Other it feels like crying is all i've done
Some days I only think of my mum once or twice, in a happy loving way
But then other days, the weight of her being gone crushes me, and my heart aches from missing her
Sometimes I can go whole days without a single worried thought
Other times I just want to curl up in a ball and die im so scared
Some days, Im fine
Others im not
On some days I could kill for a hug
On others im okay without
Some days are better than others
I like those days best
Today was a bad day, but its nice to remember I have good days as well
