I think I accidentally swapped chewing my nails for talking to my friends
because now i have fucking great nails that are long and smooth and healthy
but i have not spoken to my friends properly for weeks.
its not even like i miss it
i have no desire to speak to them
not because i dont like them
just because
i dont know
i just
dont
like i like them
and want to be their friend
which is why i am constantly hounded by thoughts of
"i should be online"
but im not
and i know its not fair of me
i am...
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