Browsing Archive: January, 2014

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Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, January 28, 2014,

theres a certain amount of irony about listening to someone tell me about their school screwing them over, as if i wasnt screwed over by mine.
dont get me wrong her school are being dicks
but i would LOVE IT if she stopped talking to me like i have no idea about what it's like, or what im talking about, as if i havent gone though the same and worse.
because dear lord i would LOVE to be able to go back and you know not be crazy and not try to kill myself and all that fun stuff, because i had a ...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, January 21, 2014,

So i wrote something happy today... it's not very long, or good... but it's happy... it's this totally bullshit love poem... that the first line just sort of walked into my head, and then the rest sort of followed... and i dont know... its just kind of a big deal because lately i havent been able to write anything... well i've sort of been writing... but its all been miserable shit... like back when i was like 12-13? ish and had my other blog... wayyy back in 2009.. it's all just been this h...
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i'm never getting out of here. am i?

Posted by bronwen wild on Sunday, January 19, 2014,

im going to have to just study IT next year, arent i?
thats what they're going to make me do isnt it?
or do my gcse's but thats kind of pointless, since they dont fucking offer the languages i want for gcse.
so im going to have to study IT, arent i?
im never going to leave here am i?
im never going to get away, am i?
stuck
trapped
trapped
trapped
trapped
fucking
trapped
fucking
i'm never getting out of here
am i?
im always going to be here
trapped

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Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, January 15, 2014,

i dont get people yola. i really dont
me and dad got in a fight earlier, cause i annoyed him and he snapped at me... and being hormonal and him pretty much saying the exact thing that my anxiety and depression tell me every single second of my life, well lets put it lightly and say it hurt. and i just had to sit there, and try to pretend like he hadn't just taken my self esteam and stabbed it with knives, because who cries over something as dumb as their dad getting a little short with them, ...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, January 9, 2014,

nothing will ever piss me off more than the fact that my brother ALWAYS eats all my food. Like every time dad goes shopping he will buy me like, a bar of chocolate, and a thing of pringles, sometimes if he is in a good mood he night get cookies too, and then they have to last until he next goes shopping... but. my fucking brother ALWAYS eats ALL of it, in like one evening. he will just come home from work and it it all. And like dont get me wrong, im a big beliver in eating your feelings, but...
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HAPPPY POST

Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, January 4, 2014,

so i am in a freakishy good mood, and as such went mad earlier...
like i went round the house just yelling the weirdest shit (i should add im home alone)
and like laughing at myself, and doing really odd walks (think montey python ministry of silly walks with more lizzard) and you know, just general other insane things
that ended up with my walking up the stairs doing a belly roll, and laying on the floor cackling because i couldnt ca-kaw...
other odd things then happened... but that was the o...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, January 2, 2014,

i think... one of the things i miss most in my life, is being in love.
like not being loved
thats nice toothough
but being in love is so great
and i can remember with nick, like there was this day, before we were together, but after our first kiss...
we were stood in the castle and like... it was fucking freezing so we were sort of huddled with both of us inside his hoodie... and he just sort of went "well come on then" and i dont reallg remember much past that kiss... but i remember feeling shit...
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