Browsing Archive: February, 2014

the word was supposed to end yesterday (again)

Posted by bronwen wild on Sunday, February 23, 2014,
Can i have someone now? 
Someone who tells me its okay, and listens to my crazy plans and either supports me, or tells me they really and truly are too foolish. 
Can i have someone to hold my hand and listen to me when i feel like the whole world is deaf to me and my thoughts?
Can I have someone to be me, for me? 
Because i am so very very tired of having a heart that will not let me rest of caring, even if i do a poor job or do not care at all, or do not wish to care, should i say. But i do and ...
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god im tired

Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, February 18, 2014,
Everyone has someone else, someone better, someone theynot only pick over me bick first

With D it's any one of the guys.. I always come after all of them... I go watch the film no one else wants to go see with him
With G she has Lu or any of her school friends, cause you know, i live hundreds of fucking miles away
With my sister, she has her guy friends from uni and her travelling... 
My brother has his girlfriend and mike 

Im not jealous.
No really. 
Dont look at me like that. 
Im not. 
I just 
I wond...
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hey yola

Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, February 15, 2014,
So i'm thinking 
Would anyone actually miss me? 
Or like how many actually would? 
Or how much? 
Dumb stuff like that

And when i think about it, its a pretty small number

Though please note these are manily people who i believe are entitled to miss me

So there number one on my list. He is the only person i wont resent for missing me. And thats my brother. He is the best person in the world and is so kind to me its a little overwhealming. He just, i kind of wish he wouldnt miss me. But he is thhe onl...
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awredtfyhijokpl[;l

Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, February 11, 2014,
Hey yola, (this is going to be a long one, i can feel it, run, run away now) 

Right so, 

The thing is, i've been suicidal for a long ass time, right? 
You know this, i know this... no one else really does... but still we know... and thats pretty good going. 
So right, suicidal, lack of point in living, very much confused on why the world is, and all that sort of junk, you know, the usual fun stuff. 
So while there's all that, like i've had several run in's with ambitions. There was that time i wan...
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ha

Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, February 6, 2014,
dear yola, today, the 5th of february 2014 is the day i think i stared going out with gina. im not sure, i mean i think we are and facebook thinks we are... so probably?
but yes...this is a happy thing!
so yay!
i kind of cant stop smiling.

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