Browsing Archive: April, 2014

I feel like im going to throw up

Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, April 29, 2014,

help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help

i feel like im going to be sick

i wish i had someone to talk to

help

help

help

help me

please

please help

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Posted by bronwen wild on Friday, April 25, 2014,

I could count on four fingers how many times in the past 6 months someone has asked how I am or shown actual concern for me.

I have so little purpose in my life at the moment I cant bring myself to be awake during the day...

it doesnt matter how tired I make myself, or how many all nighters I pull... I cant seem to not fall asleep just as everyone else wakes up, and not wake until late afternoon.

I get on average 4-5 hours sleep.

my eating has gone weird again

i've started cutting more often ...
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bleh

Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, April 21, 2014,

its not that i dont like talking to you.
because of course i do.
you are the only person who lives outside of my house i ever actually make an effort to talk to.
and i suck
i know i do
i hate skype
and you hate text chat
i disappear
sometimes for days
but
im tired of being made to feel like shit whenever i talk to you
as if you only talked to me so much before because you had no one else
as if all i am is money
and constantly being insulted

now,
i hate myself a lot less than i used to
and am aware you...
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16/04/14

Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, April 15, 2014,

I love her.

im not sure if i'm aloud to... but i do, and am going to.

im going to try harder from now on

I'll be better.

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Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, April 2, 2014,

if you're depressed and going crazy clap your hands *clap clap*
if you're depressed and going crazy clap your hands *clap clap*
If you're depressed and going crazy and you life's a little hazy
if you're depressed and going crazy clap your hands.

i thought i'd start things off on a lighter note today with a song.
I hope you liked it.
I wrote it myself... based it off a classic.

but anyway.

so the thing is yola
that like
before i was depressed for a reason
like
i was just like "oh shit has happene...
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