Browsing Archive: June, 2013

its been a long time coming

Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, June 29, 2013,

i feel so empty
no one would miss me
미안해 ㅅ랑해

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and so the whiny confusion continues

Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, June 26, 2013,

so,
i just dont know anymore
well i dont think i ever knew
i just dont see the point now

i find it so very hard to explain in words why i find this life so confusing and fucking pointless.
none of the words seem to mean enough or say the right thing
but i do not have the words to make them better
I wish I was like John Green who can word things so beautifully
because then I could say things like
"the only way out of the labyrinth of suffering is to forgive"
Or
"its so hard to leave, until you leave. a...
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slow night so long

Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, June 20, 2013,

im tired.
my anxiety is awful.
college is fucked.
i just
i dont know what to do
none of this whole stupid world makes sense to me and no one is willing to explain it to me because somehow they all seem to understand, oor are okay with not understanding. but im not okay. not at all . its driving me insane
like i just dont understand.
i dont understand why because im in love with a girl im a lesser human. or if i wear a particular item of clothing that changes who i am
or how peices of paper mesure ...
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maybe i should say goodbye now....

Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, June 17, 2013,

i dont know wht to do
im scared
and tired
and alone
and my god who keeps reading this shit
i would just like to die
or have someone to hold while i sleep please.
and no im not depressed cause im single
it would just be nice to hold someone, you know, to feel important to someone...
cause these days, well if i lose Gina I wont have anyone left who'll miss me
im so tired
and so scared
help me please, someone. cause i dont know what to do...

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fWQE;

Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, June 10, 2013,

Sometimes I feel totally dumb for loving kpop and dramas as much as I do
but shit they make me happy
Hongki's voice makes me feel better
and it takes my mind off of shit.

I can listen to those idiots or watch some dumb show they did and just feel better

not to mention how much Korean I have picked up
though sadly most of it is informal so fairly useless :3

Idk, I just feel stupid and like a dumb girl

But then it makes me happy
and I cant find a single fuck to give

and I sometimes wonder what I'd ...
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Shes my best friend

Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, June 10, 2013,

I fought with dad today

I wrote my note today

I talked with Gina yesterday

Shes the only reason im even contemplating staying

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tell them I'm sorry

Posted by bronwen wild on Friday, June 7, 2013,

if I shouldnt make it
and my efforts all should fail
tell them that I loved them
and that this is what I need

Should my sickness be too great
and my breath get caught between
If my music does not save me
Then this is what I need

When my heart beat is a burden
and no ones left to see
Tell them I forgive them
that this is what I need

If my monsters are too great
and my quest becomes too hard
Tell them that I love them
but this is what I need
...
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goodbye?

Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, June 5, 2013,

lately, if idol variety shows and you're beautiful didnt exist, im not too sure if I'd still have wrists

VIXX Exo my ft babies shinee and nu'est

I wonder if i'll see 18
I wonder if hes okay
I wonder anyone'll miss me

Thank you music for staying with me as I lose everything else

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