Browsing Archive: January, 2013

help, mummy, help

Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, January 23, 2013,

me and dad fought again tonight
this is the worst one
I dont know what'll happen now
He told me to leave
And that I wont inherit a thing from him
he told me im a failiure and that im deluded like mum

I thought he was going to batter me
I was beyond caring
and beyond scared
he was so drunk

oh god what am I going to do

I want my mummy
And I want to get away from here
STUPID NO COLLEGE

im so scared right now
I want my mummy
mummy
why the fuck are you not here
i need you
or a hug
but i have no one to talk...
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well fuck

Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, January 17, 2013,

... so uh... even though no one reads here anymore I still feel stupid writing this...

See

uh

Yeah

uh
may be slighly, maybe a little
falling
for ...
uh
Jake
Uh
again
maybe
uh
a little

oopps
welp
im fucked
how're you xD

well shit

oh well

its not like im going to a convention with him where i'll... like i always do around him loose my sense of reason....
ooops
fuck
pnhlWKEKGF'LL#kfl'k
stupid
stupid
stupid

bad Sammie
no

fuck

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yh;fhg

Posted by bronwen wild on Sunday, January 13, 2013,

I miss my mummy
I need her
im so fucking scared
I need her I need her I need her
What if it all fucks up?
What if im not good enough?
I need a cwtch
and her smile
And the way she'd know what to do or say to make things okay again
i nee you
where are you?

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If I admit I miss you

Posted by bronwen wild on Sunday, January 6, 2013,

Would you come back?

Who am I kidding?

You'd have never stayed

Fuck.

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paiiiinnnnn

Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, January 3, 2013,

My back hurts my neck hurts and my stomach hurts so much I cried earlier.
I am not happy T_T
But.. I will say that dancing at 4 am to Kpop in fucking bright moonlight is so. much. fun!
And I wish my neck didn''t hurt so much and I could go outside again tonight, since it would do my back good to go for a walk again :3
But no :( I can hardly move... Hah speaking of pain headache just kicked in.
I wish i could do a textile course already, instead of IT... I mean its an okay course... but i have NO...
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paiiiinnnnn

Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, January 3, 2013,

My back hurts my neck hurts and my stomach hurts so much I cried earlier.
I am not happy T_T
But.. I will say that dancing at 4 am to Kpop in fucking bright moonlight is so. much. fun!
And I wish my neck didn''t hurt so much and I could go outside again tonight, since it would do my back good to go for a walk again :3
But no :( I can hardly move... Hah speaking of pain headache just kicked in.
I wish i could do a textile course already, instead of IT... I mean its an okay course... but i have NO...
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Happy new year

Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, January 1, 2013,

well then..
things I have learned this year
Love sucks
Friends are shit
People change so god damn much so quickly
I have the power to fix me

all in all this year has been great.

think back, if you will to this night a year ago...

I was a few cm's and a packet of pills away from never seeing 2012

But it turned out to be a damn important year.

I got out of my depression
I Went back to college
But most importantly I found me

Which, is you know... pretty cool...

I found cosplay, and sewing and nerdiness...
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