Browsing Archive: December, 2013

end of 2013

Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, December 31, 2013,
so, end of the year.
i guess a fair amount has changed
mostly thanks to kpop
which is a thing i never thought i would say
i guess this year hasnt been so bad, just... I've been bad? like in the sence that my depression and anxiety have been pretty awful this year.
However, I finished IT and english in college, so i do now have qualifications.
Despite all the odds.
I have a better idea of what sort of direction i want to go with my life
and i hope this is an idea i can actually go with
but i thin...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, December 23, 2013,
Sometimes i find myself thining the most unfair thoughts.
like not unfair to me or anything, like unfair to other people, mainly my brother, and it's nothing he's done, its more just... because he's older so was older first... ah you'll underatnd in a second

like just now, for example; i was thinking about a conversation we had earlier where he said "i'd noticed your presents this year were a bit thin on the ground" and that got me thinking about how it was my 18th this year, and how much bigg...
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a long post

Posted by bronwen wild on Friday, December 20, 2013,
Hey yola
i've been feeling kind of empty again lately.
you wont remember me feeling like this. last time i felt like this it was.... gosh last time i was this alone it was 2007... and i had friends then... and was a dumb 11 year old. but in any case. this feeling is a pre mum's death feeling.
i used to have this sort of saying back then
"its never good enough"
and i kind of forgot about it for a while
but it seems to fit again.
well that and my forever mantra
"dont ever, and i mean never, get ...
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birthday

Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, December 9, 2013,
Hey yola. so I did it. Im 18. Can you believe I was 15 when I started this? Its been a long three years. im really not okay these days. i wasnt even sure if i was going to make it to today. And i have had no motivation to write, anything. Which is annoying cause I need to finish this thing I was writing T_
but yes. merry birthday me.
for my birthday i got;
2 VIXX albums. One with a hongbin Photo card, and one with Ravi
2 FT Island Albums. THEY ARE SO PRETTY
One Block B Album. Which is cool... bu...
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