Browsing Archive: September, 2012
Posted by bronwen wild on Sunday, September 30, 2012,
im all of a sudden really sad
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Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, September 26, 2012,
I shouldn't watch parle stuff
It leaves me with a distinct
What now
feeling
but i come here with glad tidings
I have changed courses at college
so am now doing IT level 2
And GCSE english motherfuckers
and I may be doing a short course in making small pointless things out of fabric! SO THATS AWESOME!
I have a new head doctor
shes called pamala
this ones £40 a session though
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I found a course I want to do
it looks amazing
just szxdcfghunklp;
i probably wont be able to go nex...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, September 22, 2012,
Hey yola
So bad day
well no
bad last 20 minutes
God
not even really bad
God
Just sad
Well no
Fuck
Stupid Jenn and Kelly
Found a video of the first time they ever met
And watched a video from like... really way back at the begginging of their relationship
and then thought back to live stream cuteness
And yeah.. Kelly was 21 when her and Jenn got together
But
Im just feeling like such a fuckup at the moment
cause I neither like my course
Or think I can deal with it
I have no friends
and am just ...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, September 20, 2012,
Sat here listening to starkid and it has accrued to once again how heart felt and deep the show is, despite all its sillyness.
Songs like Not alone, Harry, and Guys like potter, Home, Granger Danger, Stutter (to some extent) the coolest girl, get back up, beauty, the way I do
They're such beautiful songs, with really deep wonderful meaning. Which I think is why I love them so much. They're all one big family who are lovely, and they make such wonderful things together that matter to them and to...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, September 17, 2012,
Oh god oh god oh god oh god
im not ready
can i try again next year
im not ready
i just
next year?
please
dont make me
I cant stop crying and I cant breath
please dont make me
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Posted by bronwen wild on Friday, September 14, 2012,
I miss my mam
I miss her i miss her I miss her
T_T
I dont want to have to miss her its not fair
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Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, September 13, 2012,
No pity dating
No lonely dating
No needy dating
and NO i mean NO using the.. but hes a nice guy. excuse.
are we clear?
Good
we may be a lonely, ugly fucker. But still if guy is not entirely desirable then we have enough fucking pride to let the poor git down gently.
Re: Savanna (i have no clue how you spell his name) Jamie, Adam, Aled.
Got it
goood
also just to cover everything .. if it ever arises again..(which im hoping it wont) dont. you. dare! even think! about getting back with jake. Leave ...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, September 12, 2012,
Okay so earlier padi pointed out that my book for college, practical cooking is the same book mam had when she was in college. Only mine is the 12th edition and her was the 5th. And earlier it made me feel proud, and it amused me.
Hey mammy... I miss you
And I cant stop crying
I started college this week
you
know they even still use the same book you did when you did your
course. though, mine is the 12th edition and yours was the fifth. Feel
old yet? ahah
But I miss you. And wish you were he...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, September 12, 2012,
Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, September 11, 2012,
*sigh*
I have so many things wrong with me
like actually worrying me need to go to the doctors cause im scared wrong with me
yet of late
all I care about or rather, get sad over is how fucking alone I am
and I how I wish I was in a relationship or something
and as little as a hug comes under or something
Since I dont remember when the last hug I got was
But I know It was a fair fucking while ago
I have one friend at college
and hes on a different course to me
and its not looking like im going t...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, September 10, 2012,
Hey yola
so
college started today
Was alright
No worse and no better than expected
Spoke to one person the whole day... not even an exaggeration
Hes pretty okay though, Massive gay man who loves anime
Hes called Alex :3
I dont think Im going to make any friends on my course
which will be fun
Since cause we're the catering lot my lunch is wayyyyyy after everyone else has eaten normally
but for this week it should be okay
*maybe*
*sigh* its stupid.. but im still pretty hurt by what adam did
and i...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, September 8, 2012,
I should stop watching Ouran... Its just making me sad
But I probably wont
But Honey-Senpai is adorable!
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Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, September 8, 2012,
Dear Adam
Im sorry when did it become your turn to be a total utter mind fuck
This morning You start out pretty much asking me out and now you're ignoring me
Thanks for that hun.
And thats the first time you've spoken to me since the CYC thing. WHICH You didnt talk to me to through pretty much the whole thing.
The only time you paid any attention to me AT ALL! Was either when Ryan and I were getting along well... Or when I came to you pretty much in tears cause I thought I'd lost my Necklace ...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, September 8, 2012,
*sigh* I had an awesome day yola... so why am I so sad?
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Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, September 6, 2012,
Soup yola
So im here cause i totally avoiding wiring :L
Which is mad
but you know
Here I am
But its grate cause last night I had a few hours of creativity!
And I wrote the history my story has been so desperately needing for the past forever
and its
Well its not shit
it needs work
BUT DFHBKLSDXCFGHUKLPSERFTGYHUK PROGRESS!
I came up with this story idea while a bajillion miles from home melting from heat and depressed out my mind
But Its finally got some depth to it and every time I come back ...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, September 4, 2012,
I had the best yet weirdest dream last night!
I dreamed I ran away to go to a convention... in either California or Australia (I really cant remember) I even went through the proses of looking at tickets and stuff
And just bought them
And on the flight over I somehow stopped in Sweden and stay with Shiki and Joss (Cosplayers I love)
And then went to this con and it was really weird and not very con like... there were bouncy castles everywhere and un supervised children faceplanting the floor
A...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, September 4, 2012,
Tonight I am sad
Im sad because no one loves me
and im sad because I feel so alone
Im sad because I miss my mum
and that harry potter ended
Im sad because Twin and nova and Val are right now in england and that if I had one decent friend I could have met them this week even gotten a hug from val..
Im sad because Im missing Alcon
So I wont get to meet any of Parlé
Im sad
And Im sad because so much of last year feels like a fucking lie
My friends
Nick
School
Life
I was just a cesspit of misery and...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, September 3, 2012,
I just realized something (Yeah I do that a alot)
A few months ago I realized I dont feel comfortable identifying as female
And told like
what
two people?
And since then
I've like come to terms with it
and become at peace with the fact theres fuck all I can do for over a year
So I realized the best thing for me to do is to just role as Andrognous for now since thats not too far off what I am not anyway
but heres where I start go get lost
because I want to be called sam
And I really would love a girl...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Sunday, September 2, 2012,
I feel so loved
Happy birthday sioned
I guess why would you want to break a 5 year streak of not wanting me around?
Love you too hun
High school friends
Yeah I never thought I'd keep you
This
this right here is why I want to start cosplay
Meet decent people
who like what i like
And
Understand
Well that and it will be something to look forward to
And if I join cosplay cymru south I'll have a meet up every month (Ish kinda)
So YAY!
Sorry Im sad but I really need to stay positive and since I have n...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, September 1, 2012,
Im such a spaz yola xD
The past two nights have been pretty light out
and all nice and stuff
So i've just been running around outside like a dick
swirling around and ninja kicking and shit
Oh and pretending to be sailor moon
Cause I had on a skirt and was feeling pathetic yet badass xD
Was fun :L
and of course singing xD
Poor wildlife
Having to listen to my singing at this time of night
Calmed me down though :3
SQUEE Ordered my wig! And its ALREADY been shipped! I LOVE HONGKONG They're so fri...
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