Browsing Archive: December, 2012

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Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, December 27, 2012,

you know what sucks about reading fluff and cute lovey things
Remembering when it was said to you
Not so much missing who said it But the feeling when it was
Cause god damn I miss it
And I know I have no hope of finding anything close to it again
Not that I deserve to after hurting daisy
God im such a fucking cunt

Fuck
God
know anyone who wouldn't be freaked out and run for their lives if they heard
Hi Im Sam my real name is bryony but it actually makes my skin crawl to say it and requires physic...
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welp christmas

Posted by bronwen wild on Tuesday, December 25, 2012,

Hey yola
Merry christmas
I didnt get much as ever :L
But padi gave me some nice things
And Uncle Chaz gave me £50 ^_^
Bleh
I hate christmas
I had too laugh
dad offered to buy me vodka
And i though "Meh why the fuck not"
And I opened it (Yeah it counted as a christmas present xD)
Its so fucking cheep it doesn't even have a fucking brand :3
I can feel the love xD

Was weird though
seeing uncle john
He's a good bloke
But..
Eh
Hes funny though ...well I say funny...
Lets just say when he says he'd kil...
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fucking hell

Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, December 24, 2012,

anxiety sucks
and it hurts
It makes me feel sick and scared all the time
And I have no clue what triggers it
Which is what sucks the most
being crazy but having no idea why
And its getting bad
Like everything triggers it
I think it always was there
but I doont know
The depression numbed it oout
And now its gone im left an anxious mess
And no one wants to help
oor caan help
They just tell yu you're crazy and send you away
I hate it I hate it I hate it
Man
I just
Im 17 and im so fucked up if peopl...
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kill me

Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, December 13, 2012,

Hello yola
God
there are so many good things I could be talking to you aabout
But thanks to a stupid email from college
I would like to talk to you about anxiety.
You see, I have missed... like three thursdays since the start of term.. which is too many according to marion and thats fine, but it bugged me she felt she needed to send an email instead of talking to me
Mostly because the reason i've missed all of the days i have this year have been due to waking up aand just not being able to faac...
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Well it started out happy then... It turned out I needed to vent. so whatever... I guess your birthday is a good day to reflect on how far you've come... which is pretty far ^_^

Posted by bronwen wild on Sunday, December 9, 2012,

Welp im 17
Not a bad day really
Have been watching Kuro most of they day (I forgot how much I love this show, which is weird since the Kuro manga is my favorite series I read)
Many peoples have wished me a happy birthday which is nice
Even my cousins from Aus sent me a card ^_^
Went to watch ROTG yesterday which was fun
Bought quite a bit of stuff I didn't need...
Like more comics and the novel version of Civil War... which I dont want to read because my feels.... they will die... I've seen the ...
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some happy and some sad :3

Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, December 6, 2012,

I miss my best friend. I miss her I miss her I miss her.
and she cant come Saturday.
Man I haven't cried so quickly over something in ages.
I didn' even realized I missed her so much until I typed it
*Sobs*
This will be the first birthday in years I wont be seeing jessie... and I can tell you that it sucks
Shes been my best friend since I was 7........ Thats ten years. O_O
I miss her
Sorry
I just
drfgyhukplp
I had a sudden sad

On a happy note though
My granny bought me the most beautiful coat for...
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I have a feeling this is going to go all over the place

Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, December 3, 2012,

Okay so first off
LAST NIGHT JENN AND KELLY WERE TO CUTEST FUCKING CUTE EVER!
And they know they are ¬_¬
And just wsedrtfgyhukpl;'

and now onto why im here
So Twin (Lucas (heh Luke ASS... sorry alcon thing..) just uploaded a new transition update video.. and I'm so proud of him... I know that sounds weird because we've never met and hes just some guy off the internet... but i owe him a lot, aaand hes doing so well.
Its been around 5 months since his last video and hes doing so well. His voice...
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^_^

Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, December 1, 2012,

Its nine days till im 17

my last birthday feels like it was a life time ago

So much has changed

I'll reflect more on that in the week no doubt

I just
since its the first
Though I should just say...
Ya know
OHMYGODWHATTHEFUCKAMIDOINGWITHMYLIFEIMSUCHAFUCKUPANDIMSOSCAREDHELPMEOHGODPLEASE

So yeah

See you soon

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